MIRACLES CUMIN TRUE

2010-08-01T13:23:00.003+08:00

"When you forgive you love, and when you love, God's light shines through you."

Sometimes, i never wanted to forgive certain people for their deeds.
But then i realised, How long Am i Gonna Live.

When someone you care about hurts you, you can hold on to anger, resentment and thoughts of revenge. OR embrace forgiveness and move forward.

I mean, Life is too short to hold grudges.

I always found it hard to forgive people.
But maybe, now its time for me to Reform.

Im Loquacious and Loud.
That i know, but Im no mean thing.

And to say, whatever which happened last year had a vast impact on me.
I realised that we'd never know whats gonna happen to us de next second.
Then why hold grudges and pretend like you dont care.

I wanna fogive and forget.

நன்றி ம‌றவேல், and from this very minute I'll stick to my words.
And also learn how to forgive and forget peoples mistakes.

I remember Vadi annae telling me that Life is a Weighing scale.
And that we should remember de good deeds one has done for us and forget and forgive for de bad ones.

And yes, Suba used to tell me: If one asks for forgiveness he is great. Then de one who forgives is Greater.

My intention is not to be someone great.
Totally.

But i just feel that its time I Reaslised that Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.

I might sound like I've gone Insane.
Maybe.

2010-07-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

OH BOY, I MISS YOU.

SCHOOLS KILLING ME.

And yes, IM SCREW'D.

I WANNA SLEEP LIKE THERES NO 2MORO.

grrr.

oh whatever.

And ermmm,

I LOVED TOY STORY 3.

i dont know why i even started off wid dese post.
but yeah.

IM ALL CRANKY.

I MIGHT BITE.

:)

2010-07-03T20:17:00.006+08:00

Fridays are Fun.

Not all, but de past few fridays have been awesome.
Oh no, dont think im pretending to be Happy.
But I really am.

And dance lessons are now on fridays.
And de bad thing is, its in Tampines.

Oh yes, Dance teacher just got awarded for her long service.
I could see her face glowing when she was talking about it.
Its about Regconition.
And yes, im really proud of her.
Most of de dance teachers who have been teaching dance for de past 60 years were awarded it seems.

I've always been proud of teacher.
All those news paper articles and letters from famous people.

There was this particular article, which actually states that shes getting married. And thus questioning, "Are we gonna see her dance performances again?"
Like wad a topic to write about. What were they thinking.

And personal letters and invitation from Our very own MM Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

Sighs.

She was so popular back then.

And i always wanted to be as popular as her. But thats a tough job.
There are too many people who're learning dance. Yes, and there're awesome.
So, lets just see what happen in de future.

And yes, i love Mrs Vasantha Kasinath.(known as Vasanth Mani in de 70s)

Oh so, yesterday we went for dinner wid Sithapa, Sithi and Santhosh of cos.
My parents met them, and they'yall abandoned me and went to shop in Singapore expo.
HMMM,
And here comes de interesting part.
Theres dese shop in Tampines called MR Prata.
So cute right de name.

And i seriously wonder why Santhosh loves pinching and biting me.
He just turned two.
And im proud to have a lil brother who loves de computer like no other.
Sounds ridiculous, absolutely.
HE LOVES DE COMPUTER.
SMARTY.

okay, so heres some pictures.
Think ive said quite alot.
So, seeya.

2010-07-01T16:03:00.003+08:00

ALL I WANNA SAY NOW IS THAT, I LOVE DE MOVIE RAAVANAN.

HATS OFF TO MANI RATHNAM SIR. YOU'VE SCORED.

2010-06-30T23:35:00.004+08:00

Okay I know by now Ya'll would be wondering,
How come i've got 2 entries in a day.
Miracle!?!?!
Maybe. I dont really know why im blogging.
Oh, maybe i do.
Cos im in a MESS.

LOLness.

I feel so lonely, its a Sudden feeling.
Nah, thats not because im de only child.
Then Why??? You might ask, i promise you i dont know de reason.

YEDHO NAAN IRRUNTHAEN, EN ULLAE KAATRAAI NEE KIDAITHAI.
KAATRAI MOZHIPIYARTHAEN, ANBAE SOL MOOCHAI YEN PARITHAAI.

IRAVU INGAE, PAGAL INGAE. THODUM VAANAM PONATHU ENGAE.......
UDAL INGAE, UYIR INGAE. THADUMAARUM AAVI ENGAE.......

URUGINAEN, NAAN URUGINAEN. EN UYIRIN PAATHI THARUGIRAEN.

IM MISSING YOU. Looking forward to friday, last paper.
YEEHAAA.

Pathetic self

2010-06-30T13:02:00.004+08:00

Hello WORLD.
I suddenly had de urge to blog.
Why, cos i dont feel like talking to anyone about whatevers happening.
I don't know why such things are happening.
And if you're reading this, dont you ever think that im having SELF PITY on Myself.
Seriously, i dont wanna disturb anyone or fill them with my problems when everyone have their own problems to resolve.
So let me just spill this out quickly.

Why do people say or do things which they really dont mean it!?!?!
Why do people say that they love someone Madly, yet tell them all de lies in de world.

Who do you think I am?
Yes, you mean alot to me.
I really wanna help you.
Dont you wanna prove to people that whatever they're saying about you is wrong!?!?!
Dont you wanna make your parents proud.
It seems as though you dont care.
If you seriously dont bother, Why should i bother?

Im not forcing you to do things, do it at your own will.
You dont wanna do it, then you have to face all those people who bad mouth about you.
You created such a bad impression,
YOU HAVE TO CHANGE THAT IMPRESSION.

I dont know whats running in your mind.
I can see that you dont wanna let go.
THEN, dont LIE.

A LIE AFTER ANOTHER, it doesnt help you know.

And i really appreciate Subathra's love for me.
Theres no need for her to call me when de whole world was snoring away.
Thank you big time, i really needed you girl.

I was waiting for you to come into my life.
Now when you're here, it feels as though you're suffocating me.

I never wanted to let you go.
I want to help you succeed in everything.
I wanna walk with you throughout.

As i said, i dont know what to do.
Who to seek help from.
God Please Help ME.

I'll be strong till then.

And Rajes ka, thank you for all de favours you've done.
All de motivation and lil chats.
All of these means alot to me.

And subathra, as i promised.
I will never EVER EVER send you sucha TEXT again.
I PROMISE.

Chella mazhaiyum nee, Chinna idiyum nee.

IM BACK.

2010-03-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

OMG, LIKE FINALLY.
I shud do it de way AJITH does.
"IM BACK."
LOL.

you know, sometimes i wonder how i can smile though everything seems to be falling apart.
as though im wearing a mask.
AND PRETEND AS THOUGH IM DE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH.
sighs, maybe i shud remain that way.
but, i find it so hard to smile dese days.
as i said, i'll continue pretending.

YOU KNOW,
im so thankful that IM A PART OF SASTHA PILLAIGAL.
why, cos i totally forget all my pain when i meet them.
call it a family more than a Bhajan group.
and now AKKA JES & DEVAN ANNA are officially married.
so is PARAN ANNA & BHAVANI AKKA.
just cant wait for my awesome 2's ROM, DURGA KA & VADI ANNA.
and PRAVIN ANNA'S COMING BACK.

thank god, ive got something to be happy bout.

AND SHES COMING BACK. thats de best thing which can happen to me.
shes what i really need now.

but i'll stay strong, i still remember what akka jes told me a few years ago.
its still ringing in my head.
i'll always be full of smiles.

and ya.
thats it for now.
and shhhh, nobody knows that my blog has be revived for now.
I'LL JUST TALK TO MYSELF.

ATTENTION EVERYONE!!!!

2009-01-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

A DANCE COMPETITION...

CALLING ALL DANCE ENTHUSIATS.

TO,

SHOWCASE TALENTS...

PERFORM YOUR BEST...

AND TO DISCOVER YOUR PASSION!!!

Visit www.srisastha.org for more info! We would like to inform that the judges for this show have yet to be confirmed and thus appeal to all to stop spreading false info. Thks

MY BEST.

2009-01-20T13:06:00.003+08:00

OKAY, i just saw dese picture.
& I wanted to let them noe tad i LOVE DEM LIKE NO OTHER.

& I dedicate dese poem to my 3 special SISTERS.

A sister is someone who loves you from the heart,
No matter how much you argue you cannot be drawn apart.
She is a joy that cannot be taken away,
Once she enters your life, she is there to stay.

A friend who helps you through difficult times,
Her comforting words are worth much more than dimes.
A partner who fills your life with laughs and smile,
These memories last for miles and miles.

When she is by your side, the world is filled with life,
When she is not around, your days are full of strife.
A sister is a blessing, who fills your heart with love,
She flies with you in life with the beauty of a dove.

A companion to whom you can express your feelings,
She doesn’t let you get bored at family dealings.
Whether you are having your ups or downs,
She always helps you with a smile and never frowns.

With a sister you cannot have a grudge,
She is as sweet as chocolate and as smooth as fudge.
Having a sister is not just a trend,
It is knowing you can always turn to her, your best friend.

LOVE YOU'LL.
I'VE LEARNT MANY DIFFERENT LESSONS FROM EACH ONE OF YOU.
my special 3.

IMMA PROUD SJCIAN.

2009-01-20T12:00:00.009+08:00

OMGGGG, I MISS SKOOL!
I WANNA GO TO SKOOL.
BADLY.
I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS.
I MISS MANSURAH & MELISSA.
I MISS ALL DOSE GOSSIP SESSIONS.
I MISS CECILIA'S CAMERA.
I MISS NPCC.
I MISS DE CLASSROOMS.
I MISS STANDING BESIDE CASSANDRA DURING MORNING ASSEMBLY.
I MISS MY DEAREST MISS ONG SUAT KING.
I MISS MRS MAGARET LAU.
I MISS LYDIA(my wife).
I MISS PE.
I MISS TRASHING SOME1 DURING MY TAMIL CLASS DEBATES.
I MISS LITHYA.(though she tries molesting me whenever she gets hold of me)
I MISS SIMRAN KAUR.(de noisy girl)
I MISS HISTORY LESSONS WID HUIYAN & LINSIN.
I MISS SIM JUN XIA, MY BEST.
I MISS JOANNE KANG, DE SWEETEST.
I MISS GRISELDA, MY REMO.
I MISS MATHS WID MISS ADELINE NG.
I MISS MADELINE TOOOOOO.
I MISS DE TOILETS, (rmbering wad mansurah does in de toilet, monkey business)

I MISS SOOOOO MANY THINGS, I MISS SKOOL.
I WAS WAITING TO GET OUTTA SECONDARY SKOOL.
BUT NOW I CAME TO REALISE TAD THEY WE DE BEST DAYS OF MY FREAKING LIFE.
GOSH, NEVA AM I GONNA FORGET THEM.

A LIL POEM BOUT SKOOL. LOL.
School is a daily routine for us
In the morning, we're sure to make a fuss
Even when the sun is still not up,
Here we are, awake at 6am sharp

We feel that school is such a bore
We feel that school is such a chore
Parents say, “School’s great! Now, go!”
We say, “Well, what do you know?”

Late a minute and we have to run
Eyes half open, shoelaces undone
We reach school and we see our friends,
Immediately, the torture ends

We have a chat and go with the flow
Then the bell rings, it is time to go
We may at times find school stressful
To have some fun, we have to bend some rules

Talk back to teachers, and detention we serve
No doubt, it is sometimes what we deserve
Sometimes they are as cold as ice
And other times they're actually really nice

They teach us and give us a helping hand
They’re forever ready to listen and be a friend
They have built much confidence in us
Just not when they are being really harsh

Over the years of education,
Never have we had so much learning with action
Such as camps, experiments, concerts and activities
We’ve learnt so much and even saved the trees

A wise teacher once said aloud -
Success is failure turned inside out
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit

Some may see school as a torture chamber
Some cannot wait for the holidays in December
But it depends on how we look at school
Honestly, positively, school is cool!

SO TADS BOUT MY DEAREST SJCIANS.
IM PROUD TO BE A PRODUCT OF CHIJ ST. JOSEPH'S CONVENT
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& AKKA JES, DE BRAND OF DE SHADES IS "ELLE"
I SAW DE PICTURES OF OUR ZOO OUTING, YOU LOOK GREAT.

TADS MY DARLINGEST "AKKA JES N BANUPRIYAAAAA"

AND TADS US!
MY BESTEST.

SO YEAP.
TADS BOUT IT.
IM SICK, MEDICINES ARE WAITING FOR ME.......

RAJINI RAJINITHAAN.

2008-12-15T20:59:00.005+08:00

A CHINESE MAN SINGING VANTHENDA PAALKARAN.
TADS SUPERSTAR RAJINIKANTH'S SONG!
DESE SHOWS TAD MANY PPL RESPECT HIM & LOVE HIM!
IF A CHINESE MAN CAN ACTUALLY TAKE ALL DE EFFORT TO MEMORISE DE LYRICS,
& SING DE SONG AS CLEARLY AS POSSIBLE, IT REALLY SHOWS HOW MUCH OUR RAJINI SIR MEANS TO HIM.
THALAIVAR THALAIVAR THAAN!
RIGHT VADI ANNA?
HAHHA.

HOME ALONE!

2008-12-07T12:16:00.009+08:00

EVERYONE SHUD BE IN BHAJANS RIGHT NOW,
& HERE I AM, ALL ALONE!
ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I SAT ALONE AT HOME.
COS LAST WEEK WAS REALLY CRAZY.
IT WAS DADDY'S BIRTHDAY, FOLLOWED BY BANU'S.
WE WATCHED VARANAM AAYIRAM, A MOVIE WHICH TOUCHED MY HEART.
(IF YOU WANNA NOE MORE BOUT DE MOVIE PLEASE GO TO AKKA JES'S OR BANU'S BLOG, BOTH OF THEM HAVE FLOODED THEIR BLOGS WRITING BOUT DESE BEAUTIFUL MOVIE.)

THEN IN DE EVENING,
WE WENT TO LAU PA SAT FOR DINNER SINCE BOTH BANU'S N MY PARENTS INSISTED ON HAVING DINNER THERE!
BANU N I HAD HORRIBLE VEGEE FOOD,
WHILE DE REST WERE FEASTING ON SATAY, CRAB AND ALL!
ITS OKAY, WE WERENT CRAVING FOR DOSE STUFFS ANYWAY.

N TAD WAS SATURDAY, 29 NOV.
SUNDAY, 30TH NOV.
BANU N I WENT TO DE SITEX SHOW IN SINGAPORE EXPO WID DADDY.
DADDY BOUGHT ME AN IPOD TOUCH!
YIPPEEEEEE.
AND BANU BOUGHT SOME STUFFS FOR HER IPOD TOO.
AND SUBA IS BACK IN SINGAPORE. IM DE HAPPIEST PERSON IN DE WORLD RIGHT NOW!
THOUGH TAD WEEK HAD LOTS OF STUFFS GOING ON, WE WERE REALLY UPSET TAD WE COULDNT GO FOR BHAJANS.
& TO MAKE THINGS WORSE I COULDNT GO DESE WEEK.
ARGHHH. BANU N I MADE LOTS OF PLANS ON WAD TO WEAR & ALL.
IN DE END.....
SOBS.

WEEKDAYS HAS BEEN FILLED WID WORK.
ADAPTING TO DE ROUTINE LIFESTYLE!

CHRISTMAS IS COMING, NEED TO BUY GIFTS FOR MY LOVED ONES!
ESPECIALLY AKKAs D & J AND MY THANGACHI BEANU.
DEY MEAN ALOT TO ME!
AND OF COS ALL DE OTHER SPECIAL PPL IN SASTHA CHELLAMS!
CHRISTMAS IS GONNA BE WHACKY DESE YEAR(like every other year).
COS DE SC's ARE GONNA HAVE THEIR GIFT EXCHANGE!
IT'LL BE SOOOOOO FUN!

BANU N I ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO AN OUTTING WID AKKAs D & J.
CANT WAIT, SQUEALS!
LOL.
DEY'RE BUSY PPL.

& IM REALLY GLAD TAD SUBA IS BACK.
LOOKING FORWARD TO DO DANCE PERFORMANCES WID HER.
TEACHER IS BACK FROM AMERICA.
SO YEA, WE'RE PLANNING TO HAVE CLASS ON THURSDAY EVENING.
THOUGH IM EXCITED TO SEE ALL MY CRAPPY PPL, ITS GONNA BE VERY TIRING FOR ME COS I'VE TO RUSH DOWN TO PUNGGOL CC FROM POTONG PASIR AFTER WORK
SOBS.
I CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY THOUGH.
FINALLY, LETS DANCE!
"BHARATHAM ENNUM NADANAM, PIRAVI MUZHUTHUM THODARUM"

& MR KARTHIK'S BIRTHDAY IS ON TUESDAY, 9 DEC!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TALLY!
MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH ANNA!

OKAY, LET ME BE RANDOM NOW.
IM JUST SOOOOO CONFUSED, ITS HARD FOR ME TO MAKE DE RIGHT DECISION.
ITS LIKE YOU WANT IT SOOOO BADLY, YET YOU DONT WANT IT KINDA THING!
NEED TO MAKE UP MY MIND SOOON.
NEED TO HAVE A LIL TALK WID AKKA JES!
AKKA JES, I NEED YOU!!!!!!

N YES, ABOUT SUBA'S RETURN.
SHE BOUGHT ME SOME STUFFS FROM AUS.
SHE BOUGHT ME DESE GREEN STUD(yipppeeee, my fav colour).
& SHE GAVE ME DESE FRAME KINDA THING WID A GOLD COIN IN DE MIDDLE.
ITS FROM AUS'S GOLD MINE!
AND AT DE BACK OF DE COIN, SHE HAS ENGRAVED DESE
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE! 28/10/1990"
SWEET RIGHT!
IM GLAD IVE GOT SOME1 LIKE HER!
SUBA, IM HAVING SPASMS!!!!!!!

LOL. TADS IT FOR NOW.
I'LL UPDATE FREQUENTLY FROM NOW!
HAHAHA, NOW MY BLOG IS ALIVE!

"I STILL HAVE TAD SOFT CORNER FOR YOU,
TAD MAKES IT HARD FOR ME TO SAY NOOOOOOOO!"

I LOVE VARANAM AAYIRAM!!!!!

I TOLDJA, IM TOTALLY RANDOM.

SOME CRAPPY MOMENTS!

wordy, wordy, wordy! =]

2008-10-06T18:54:00.005+08:00

IM FINALLY BACK.
SOOO MUCH OF THINGS TO DO.
O LVLS IS IN ANOTHER 2 WEEK'S TIME.
SERIOUSLY, IM FREAKING OUT!

SCIENCE PRACTICALS WILL BE ON DE 16th OCT.
PRACTICALS WONT BE A PROBLEM FOR PPL, COS WE'LL BE JUST FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS.
SCIENCE PRACTICAL IS A GIFT TO ALL!
THANKS FOR THAT!

ERMMM, 1ST PAPER WILL BE
ENGLISH -- 21st OCT

FOLLOWED BY:
MATHS PAPER 1 -- 24th OCT
HISTORY ELECTIVE -- 28th OCT
PHYSICS -- 29th OCT
MATHS PAPER 2 -- 30th OCT
BIOLOGY -- 31st OCT
SOCIAL STUDIES -- 3rd NOV
FOOD & NUTRITION -- 4th NOV
SCIENCE(physics & boilogy) MCQ -- 11th NOV

YEAP, SO DE LAST DAY OF EXAM WILL BE ON DE 11TH!

WANNA HEAR DE BAD NEWS!
HEAR IT COMES:

27th OCT is DEEPAVALI!
28th OCT IS MY DAMN BIRTHDAY!
ARGHHH!
IM GONNA GO MAD!

BOTH DEEPAVALI & MY 18th BIRTHDAY IS RUINED!
OK, BUT MY 1ST PRIORITY SHUD BE MY EXAMS!
ITS LIKE I WANT DESE, & THAT! BOTH???? IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!

OK, DE GOOOOOODDDD NEWS IS.....

I WILL BE MEETING MY SASTHA CHELLAMS ON DEEPAVALI!
YEAYNESS!
EVERY YEAR WE DONT GET TO MEET DEM.
BUT SINCE DE NEXT DAY IS MY BIRTHDAY, I BEGGED MUMMY IF I COUD GET DE PRIVILEGE OF STAYING LONGER IN RAVI MAMA'S HOUSE!
AHAHAH.

IM SUPER THANKFUL FOR THAT!
AND MUMMY SAYS THAT, THATS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS! sob sob!
(AFTER HEARING THAT I WANTED TO SLAP MYSELF)
OHHHH, NEVAMIND!

& JUNXIA'S BIRTHDAY IS ON DE DAY OF OUR BIOLOGY PAPER!
BIO IS NOT A PROBLEM FOR OUR WHOLE CLIQUE!
THANKS TO MISS CHARLES!

LUCKILY IM OVER WID TAMIL!
AND LUCKILY IM NOT TAKING ADDITIONAL MATHS ANYMORE!
FAINTS!

SCHOOLS ENDING AT ONE EVERYDAY FOR DE O LVL COHORT!
DESE MAKES OUR LIFE EASIER,
BACK TO SKOOL AT 6PM, FOR NIGHT STUDY!
SO IT WILL BE EASIER FOR DOSE WHO GO FOR NIGHT STUDY!

& I REALLY APPRECIATE DE EFFORT OF OUR TEACHERS.
THEY'RE DERE FOR US ALL DE WHILE!
LOVE DEM!

MEOW AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING TOGETHER!
WE WANNA GO TO DE SAME SCHOOL AFT Os!

IM MISSING MY SPECIAL DRUG!
WHEN I TRY TO FORGET....
AHHHH, IT NEVA HAPPENS!

WE SHALL WAIT AND SEEEEEE!

I MISS SUBATHRA VIJAYAKUMAR, MY AKKA'S D&J! KARTHIK ANNA! SHALS! & VADI ANNA'S VOICE!
AHAHHAHAHA, LOVES EVERYONE!

ALLL DEEEEE BEST TO ALL O LEVEL STUDENTS!
BELIEF IN YOURSELF!

I MISS PEOPLE!

2008-08-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
I JUST BLOGGED IN DE MORNING!
BUT I HAVE TO DO DESE,

HAHAH!
IM TALKING TO SUBATHRA NOW!
MY WOMAN!
AAHHAHA,

IM MISSING TWO PEOPLE.
1)SHALS
2) AKKA JES!

AKKA JES ASKED ME TO COME FOR BHAJANS, BUT IVE GOT MY "ladies matter"!
AHAHAH, SO NEAR YET SO FAR!
ITS IN BLOCK 112, SENGKANG!
WALAU!
A BLOCK AWAY!
NEVAMIND!
I'LL BE GOING FOR BHAJANS NEXT WEEK!
YIPEEEEE.

AND ANYWAY!
I FORGET TO TELL DE WORLD THAT I MADE AN ARCHANAI ON SUPERSTAR RAJINIKANTH'S NAME ON LAST THURSDAY. DE PRIEST WAS RATHER ASTONISHED!!!
AAHAAHHHHAAA.
LOL, I LOVE RAJINIKANTH UBER MUCH!

AND I MISS SHALS, MY DEAREST.
WILL BE MEETING HER SOON.

IVE INFLUENCED SUBATHRA, & NOW SHES A RAJINIKANTH FAN

ITS WORDY! but i cant help it!

2008-08-02T10:04:00.006+08:00

GUD MORNING WORLD!
DOSE PRELIM PAPERS WERE DISASTROUS.
FREAKING DIFFICULT.
HISTORY WAS DE WORST OF ALL!

MATHS PAPER 1, ENGLISH, SOCIAL STUDS AND HISTORY
WAS LAST WEEK.
THIS WEEK: MATHS PAPER 2, PHYSICS, BIOLOGY AND F&N!

I HOPE I'LL SURVIVE!
AHAHHA,

ANYWAY,
KUSELAN IS OUT!

NOW I HAVE GOT 2 RAJINI POSTERS AT HOME!
YEAY!
AND BOTH WAS GIVEN TO ME FOR FREE,
I GOT THEM FROM TEKKA(serangoon road)
DE CD SHOP VENDORS GAVE IT TO ME, SOOOO SWEEET RIGHT!
TSK, TSK.

I WANTED TO WATCH DE 1ST SHOW, BUT DUE TO MY PRELIMS I DECIDED NOT TO GO THIS WEEK.

SO TO DOSE WEIRDOS WHO ARE TRYING TO BE FUNNY,
MY THALAIVAR HAS TAUGHT ME MANY PRINCIPLES.
FROM MANY OF HIS MOVIES I HAVE LEARNT THAT STUDIES SHUD BE ONES 1ST PRIORITY!
AND YES, I SHUD LISTEN TO HIM.
SO AFTER MY PRELIMS, I WILL GO AND WATCH DE MOVIE!
ITS NOT ABOUT WATCHING DE MOVIE,
ITS ABOUT LOVING HIM AND FOLLOWING HIS PRINCIPLES.

GOT THAT!

"HOW COME YOU NEVA GO AND WATCH YOUR THALAIVAR'S MOVIE?"
IF YOU LOSERS ARE GONNA ASK DESE KINDA SARCASTIC QUESTIONS AGAIN, PLEASE READ DE POST ONCE MORE!

OK!
ANGERS GONE!

I CANT WAIT FOR MASS BHAJANS,
SOUNDS EXCITING!
I MISS SASTHA CHELLAMS!
ESP MY DEAREST, AKKAs D & J!
THEYVE DONE A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS FOR ME!
AND I LOVED DE CAR RIDE WITH THEM!
AKKA Js DE ONE WHO DROVE DE CAR!
WOOOHOOO.
SHES A ROLE MODEL, AINT SHE?

SAW DEM LAST IN DE LADIES POOJAI, HELD IN AKKA Ds HSE.
WAS AWESOME.
AKKA D WAS SOOO PRETTY IN HER PAVADAI THAVANI.
AND AKKA J LOKKED BEAUTIFUL IN HER SAREE.
MY PRETTY SISTERS.
AHAHA, I LOVE THEM BOTH!

COULDNT GO FOR BHAJANS LAST WEEK.
AND THIS WEEK IVE GOT MY P THINGE!
SO I SHUD BE GOING NEXT WEEK!

TUITION AT 4 PM TODAY!
WILL BE SEEING MEOW!
LOL.
SHE AND HER NEVA ENDING CRAPPYNESS!
AHHAA,
I FEEL SO RANDOM.
SOOO YUPP, now i need to go and revise!
BUBYE!

AND TODAYS 'AADI PERUKU'!
I DUNNO WAD IT IS!

WILL UPDATE SOON!

RANDOM! TOTALLY.

2008-07-15T20:07:00.006+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
IM FINALLY BACK!

No.1
IM JUST TOOO WORRIED FOR MY FREAKING PRELIMS!
MUGGING!
I DID MY O LEVEL LISTENING COMPRE FOR TAMIL TODAY.
HORRIBLE. ARGHHH!
DE READER WAS TOOO FAST!
COULDNT CATCH A THING SHE WAS SAYING.
WHICH WAS PRETTAY BADDDDD!
I BADLY WANT AN A1 FOR MY TAMIL!

No.2
AADI MAASAM IS STARTING 2MORO!
HELLO, LIKE I CANT WAIT!
ITS DE PERIOD OF TIME WHER SASTHA PILLAIGALS REJOICE AS ONE!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM!
ITS LIKE WEEKS SINCE I SAW THEM.
THE LAST WAS FOR SASTHA FIESTA!

No.3
DE MOST AMAZING THING HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY!
-KARTHIK ANNA MSGED ME ASKING HOW I AM.
ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I MSGED HIM OR EVEN SAW HIM!
I WAS FREAKING HAPPY WHEN I SAW HIS MSG!
IT WAS A PLEASANT SUPRISE!
I APPRECIATE THAT THOUGHT!

No.4
I HAD CATCHING UP WITH SUBATHRA!!!
I FREAKING MISS DANCE TEACHER!
HAVEN BEEN GOING TO CLASS LATELY!

AND I MISS DURGA AKKA AND JES AKKA!
DREAMT BOUT THEM!
WEIRD SELF!
CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM BOTH!
SPECIAL PPL, WHO SHOWERED LOVE UPON ME!

AND I MISS DANCING!
ESP WID SUBATHRA!
DE LAST PERFORMANCE WAS THE KRISHNAR AND NARAGAASURAN DRAMA!
OKAY, I WAS DE NARAGAASURAN!
YEAY, IM EVIL!
LOTS OF FUN, MAKEUP AND SCOLDINGS!
I DID DE MAIN CHARACTER!
TEACHER HAD TRUST IN ME!
AHAHA, BUT I THINK DE REAL NARAGAASURAN CONQUERED ME!
HE DID DE DRAMA, NOT ME!
I COULDNT EVEN REMEMBER A THING!
I SWEAR!
HAHAH, SUBA KNOWS BEST!
AND WHEN SUBA[krishnar] KILLED ME, I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS DYING,
I FELL TO DE GROUND WID A THUD!
IT WAS NOT A DRAMA!
REALITY!
AHAHA. AND I COULD HEAR CHILDREN APPLAUDING, THATS COS I DIED!
AHAHHA, YEAY!
I MISS YOU DANCE PARTNER SUBATHRA!

AND FINALY I LOVE LIFE COS I HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL PEOPLE AROUND!

LOVESSSS.

2008-03-16T13:34:00.003+08:00

PEOPLE WANNA KILL ME FOR NOT UPDATING FOR YEARS.
BUT I WAS REALLY VERY BUSY WID SKOOL AND ALL DOSE UNWANTED THINGS HAPPENING TO ME.
ACTUALLY THERES ONLY ONE BIG THING WHICH HAS HAPPENED.

ANYWAY, IM REALLY VERY GLAD TAD I WENT FOR BHAJANS YESTERDAY.
I BADLY WANTED TO GO, COS I DIDNT NOE WHO WAS DE RIGHT PERSON WHO COULD ADVISE ME, AND HELP SOLVE MY PROBLEMS.
THIS COMING FRIDAY WUD BE PANGUNI PLUS GOOD FRIDAY.
SO ITS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY, THANK GOD.

BIGBIG THANKS TO DEVAN ANNA, AKKA D & J.
I WOULD THANK YOU'LL FROM DE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, BUT FOR YOU GUYS; MY HEART HAS NO BOTTOM.
AFTER TALKING TO YOU GUYS, MY MIND IS CLEAR, I NOE WAD I SHUD DO AND WAD NOT TO.
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
LOVES AKKA D & J.

I CANT WAIT FOR PANGUNI, COS ITS GONNA BE A WHOLE LOT OF FUN; TADS FOR SURE.
SASTHA PILLAIGALS ARE GONNA ROCK, ITS A SPECIAL DAY OF COS.
SEEING DE ATTIRE FOR DE DAY ITSELF MAKES ME ALL EXCITED.

SO YUPP.

IM GLAD TAD I'VE SUCH SISTERS WHO UNDERSTAND & REACT APPROPRIATELY TO DE SITUATION.
WIDOUT HEARING WAD THEY HAD TO SAY, I WILL BE STILL TROUBLED. BUT NOW I FEEL SAVE & I NOE HOW TO REACT TO SUCH A SITUATION.

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IM DE ALL HAPPY ME AGAIN, LOVES.

i miss subathra<3

2008-02-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

10/10/2008.
SABRU'S BIRTHDAY & SANGEE AKKA'S WEDDING.

WENT TO MAMA'S HSE AT 1PM.
SABRU WAS SUPER HAPPY & EXCITED TO CUT CAKE.
I LOVELOVE HIM.

HE POSED, I SNAPPED.

I REALLY HAD FUN COS I GOT TO MEET UP WID MY BELOVED SISTERS,
AKKAS D, J, S AND G.
& OF COS MY LOOSU BANU.
WE REALLY MISSED THEM SOOO MUCH.
I WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE AKKA D & J DE MOST.
& OF COS KARTHIK ANNA.
THOUGH I'VE NOT BEEN GOING FOR BHAJANS FOR DE PAST 1 MONTH,
THEY STILL MAKE ME FEEL LOVED.
THANK YOU SISTERS. MUACKSSSS<3
I LOVELOVE YOU BOTH AKKASSSS<3

HAVE FUN LOOKING AT DOSE BEAUTIFUL PICTURESSS.

AKKA D'S EDITING SKILLS,

DE QUEEN & DE PRINCESS

DE CHARMING PRINCE & PRETTY PRINCESS.

MUTHU ANNA LOVES TO DO DESE.

SWEET THANGS, AKKA D & S<3

SASTHA CHELLAMS<3 I LOVELOVE.

AKKA D EDITED IT. NICENICE, MY PRETTY SISTERS

MY BIG HANDSOME ANNASSSS.

AKKA D & US, WE LOVE HER<3

GAYA AKKA. SWEET.

DE QUEEN, KING & THEIR PRINCE.

MY TALLY BRUDDER, I LOVELOVE.

TRUE LOVE, THEY SHOW...

MY MOTTAI GUNA ANNA.

I LOVE THEM ALL, LOVES SCs.

08/02/2008.
TAD WAS AN UNFORGETTABLE DAY.
WHY. MY BEST BUDDY/FRIEND LEFT TO MELBOURNE.
I MISS HER TERRIBLY.
WE'VE BEEN BESTFRIENDS FOR DE PAST 11 YEARS.
& NOW EVERYTHING SEEMS LIKE A DREAM.

DISTANCE IS NOT GONNA BREAK DE LOVE WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER.
I LOVE YOU SUBATHRA<3

MY PARENTS KNEW TAD IF I WERE TO STAY HOME I WILL CRY AND FLOOD DE WHOLE HOUSE.
SO WE WENT OUT ON TAD VERY DAY.
TO HAW PAR VILLA.
WID BANU'S FAMILY.
I TOTALLY LOVE VICKY, HE WAS SOOO CUTE.
ASKING ME TO TAKE PICTURES OF HIM WITH EVRYTHING HE SEES.
CUTE THING HE IS.
& MET BANU, TALKED ALOT AS NORMAL.
I LOVELOVE SISTERLOVE.

I MISS MY PRINCESS SUBATHRA<3

YOURE MY SPECIAL THANG, I LOVE YOU TONS.

2008-01-06T18:40:00.000+08:00

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AFTER A VERY LONG TIME, I CRIED VERY BADLY TODAY.

CRYING IS NORMAL, BUT I DUNN CRY FOR ANY REASON.
BUT TODAY, I FELT AS THOUGH SOMETHING WAS HURTING ME INSIDE.

IF I HAD NOT SEEN HER TODAY, I WOULDNT HAVE CRIED.
& I HAVE NOT CRIED FOR ANYONE SO BADLY.
BUT I FOUND OUT TAD SHES DE ONLY PERSON WHO NOES MY HEART,

SHES DE FIRST PRINCESS I SAW,

EVERYTHING WHICH I SEE REMINDS ME OF HER.
WHEN IT REMINDS ME OF HER, IT ALSO REMINDS ME TAD
SHE'LL BE LEAVING SOON.
EXACTLY A MONTH I SHUD SAY....

"POGAATHAE, POGAATHAE.....
NEE IRUNTHAAL, NAAN IRUPAEN."

"POGAATHAE, POGAATHAE....
NEE PIRINTHAAL, NAAN IRAPAEN!!!"

IM NOT TRYING TO BE AN EMO....
BUT I JUST DUNNO HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS.

TEARS HAVE BEEN ROLLING DOWN MY CHEECKS WIDOUT A PAUSE.

"AZHAGAANA NAERAM,
ATHAI NEETHAAN KODUTHAI...."

"AZHIYAATHA SOGUM,
ATHAIYUM NEETHAAN KODUTHAI...."

"PENNAE NEE ILLAAMAL....
YEN BOOLOGUM IRUTIDUTHAE...."

**SUBATHRA, I DUNNO WAD IM GONNA DO WIDOUT YOU,
YOUVE BEEN BY MY SIDE WHENEVA I NEEDED YOU,
EVERYTHING CAME AND WENT FAST,
IM GONNA MISS YOU HEAPS**

"VIDAIPERUM NAERAM VARUMBOTHUM,
SIRIPINIL NANDRI SOLLIDUVAEN..."

HER SMILE, HER LIL KIND HEART.
DE LIL CLUMSY THINGS SHE DOES.
DE LOVE SHE GAVE.....<3

DE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT FROM GOD, MY SUBATHRA!!!

THOUGH WE STAY MILES APART,
DE LOVE IS VERY STRONG.

I LOVE YOU, MY PRINCESS.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY THANJAAVOORU GOPURAM.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY BESTFREN.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY SHOULDER OF JOY.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY GIRLFRIEND.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY SISTERLOVE.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY ANGEL OF LOVE.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY AZHAGAANA RATCHASI.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY KANMANI.<3
I LOVE YOU, MY THALAPATHI.<3

I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHER YOU ARE,
WAD YOU DO,
MY HEART WILL ALWAYS STAY WID....

TO ALL RAJINI FANS!!! I LOVE RAJINIUNCLE

2007-12-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

FINALLY,
I GOT DE TIME TO MAKE A NEW POST.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUPERSTAR RAJINIKANTH!!! / HotFreeLayouts

12/12, WHICH IS TODAY,IS SUPERSTAR RAJINIKANTH'S BIRTHDAY.

HE IS ONE OF DE GUD HEARTED PERSON IVE SEEN.
MAY HE LIVE LONG,
AND I LOVE HIM HEAPS!!!
HE HAS TAUGHT ME GUD PRINCIPLES,
& I WILL FOLLOW DEM.
SUPERSTARU YAARUNU KAETA CHINNA KULANTHAIYUM SOLLUM.
UNGA PERA ORU MURAI SONNA, NIMIRNTHU YELUNTHIDUM PULLUM.

NAADELLAM AVAR PEYARAI SOLLUM, NALAVARUKU NALLAVAR THAANDI.

I SOOO LOVE HIM,
WHY EVERYONE LOVES HIM COS OF HIS STYLE & HIS PRINCIPLES!!!<3

AVARODA STYLE, NADAI, UDAI, YELLAMAE....SUPER!!!
HEHEHE,
DESE POST IS ALSO BEHALF OF DOSE PPL IN SASTHA CHELLAMS, WHO ARE MAD BOUT HIM.
LIKE KARTHIK ANNA, MUTHU ANNA, VADI ANNA, BANU....& ALL DE OTHERS.

NALAI NAMATHAE SASTHA PILLAIGAL<3333

2007-11-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

I DEDICATE DESE SONG TO MY BELOVED SASTHA CHELLAMS<3333

THIS SONG SO REMINDS ME OF DEM<333
MISS YOU GUYSSSS

TADS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU

2007-11-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

MY HEART FEELS AS LIGHT AS A FEATHER NOWADAYS!!!

BUT, I NOE IM MISSING HER
HER, WHO?

SOMEONE WHOS SUCHA DARLING TO ME,
MY TREASURE, MY WHITE PEARL.
MY LIL PIECE OF JOY,
MY DREAM FILLED WID FAIRYTALES.
MY SPECIAL DRUGGG.

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I CANT BELIEF TAD IM MISSING HER SO MUCH.
IVE STARTED WONDERING
WAD AM I GONNA DO WHEN SHE HAS LEFT TO AUSTRALIA.
I NOE WAD I'LL DO, SIT IN DE AIRPORT AND CRY OUT LOUD!!!

WAD ELSE CAN I DO???
I CANT CALL HER EVERYDAY.
ITS GONNA BE A HARD TIME FOR ME, ADJUSTING TO AN ENVIRONMENT WIDOUT HER!!!

SHES BEEN BUSY WID ALL DE ARANGATRAM PRACS!!!
SHE HASNT CALLED ME.
HEARD HER VOICE YEST NIGHT.
WAS VERY GLAD.
SHE MAKES ME FEEL GAY(HAPPY)!!!

I TOTALLY FEEL MISERABLE WIDOUT YOU MY LIL PIECE OF LOVE!!!
<3
TAKE CARE!!!
I WILL BE BY UR SIDE, ALWAYS!!!
HAHAH,

"I FEEL AS THOUGH SOME GUD STUFF IS GONNA HAPPEN!!!
I FEEL SO EXCITED!!!"

SIMPLY FOR DURGA AKKA TO READ!!! N FOR MY FINGERS TO LOOSE WEIGHT!!!<3

2007-11-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

HELOOOOOOO,
MY BLOG IS DYINGGGG.
SAVE NOE, NOT TO WORRY.
IM UPDATING COS OF MY RETROCHOKRI DURGA KA!!!<3HAHAH

SO MUCH TO SAY, YET MY FINGERS DUNN WANNA MOVE!!!
I FEEL SUPER FATTTTTTT

OUR DANCE DRAMA ON DE 2ND NOVEMBER WAS SERIOUSLY AWESOME.
EVERYONE DID A FANTASTIC JOB!!!
DID DE ROLE OF NARAGAASURAN.
LEARNING NEW STUFF ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY!!!
I WAS INDULGED INTO DE ROLE GIVEN TO ME!!!
PRIMARY SCHOOL STUDENTS/KIDS CAME TO WATCH DE DRAMA, ALONG WID DE PRINCIPALS AND DE MP, MR MASAGOSTE!!!
WE ENJOYED EVERY SINGLE THING.
TADS COS WE KNEW HOW MUCH WE WENT THROUGH TO FINISH THIS DRAMA.

THEN DE NEXT BIG THING WAS DEEPAVALI.
I WASNT IN DE DEEPAVLI MOOD COS I WAS WORKING.
COULDNT GO FOR SHOPPING.
NOTHINGGGGG AT ALLL.
SO DEEPAVALI CAME AND WENT.
ALL DE EATING AND PLAYING AND SCREAMING.

DE MOST SADDENING PART WAS TAD I COULDNT SEE DE SASTHA PILLAIGAL.
EVERY YEAR I MISS THEM OUT.
BUT I FEEL THANKFUL TAD I COULD AT LEAST SEND THEM A MSG WISHING THEM!!!

AND DE NEXT BIG THING WAS WATCHING ATM WID BANU, SITHI AND SIPA!!!
WE HAD SO MUCH OF FUN.
BANU AND I GOSSIPED AS USUAL.
& DE WORST PART WAS SITHI JOINING US.
SHE WAS SO ADORABLE.
I REALLY FEEL SO THANKFUL TAD I HAVE SUCHA GODMA.

I FEEL SO HAPPY NOWADAYS.
I DUNNO WHY......
I FEEL LOVED, BY MY SISTERS.
I CAN SAY DESE COS
THEY ASK ME WAD IM GONNA DO IN MY FUTURE.
SEE IF IM ALRIGHT.
REALLY APPRECIATE DURGA KA AND JES KA.
THKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL BETA JES KA.
AND TO DURGA AKKA FOR STANDING BY ME.

AND TO KARTHIK ANNA, FOR BUILDING ME STRONG IN MY HEART!!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO ANBULLA BANU.
I REALLY APPRECIATE UR COMPANY.
AND U NOE WAD I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH.
LOVES ANGEL.

AND I FEEL SO PROUD OF OUR HANDPRINTS IN RAVI MAMA'S HOUSE.
I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS.
SASTHA CHELLAMS ALL DE WAY!!!

birthday !!!!

2007-10-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE,
SERIOUSLY IT WAS A GREAT DAY,
PPL WHO MEANT ALOT TO ME MADE MY DAY!!!

OK, LET ME TELL DE WORLD BOUT DE GIFTS I RECIEVED FRM PPL!!!
- A CREATIVE ZEN PLAYER FRM RAMESH PA<3
- A GUESS WALLET FROM MOMMY<3
- BLESSINGS FROM DANCE TEACHER AND BISCUITS<3
- 2 PHOTO FRAMES FROM SUBA AND FAMILY<3
- BIG BIRTHDAY CARD FROM SUBA<3
- A NAME KEYCHAIN FROM SUBA<3
- A CD WID ALL OF OUR CLOWNACTS FROM SUBA TOO.<3
- LYRICS OF "KADHAL VAITHU" SONG FROM SUBA<3
- BODY SHOP FOAM SET FROM VITHYA KA<3
- BLESSINGS FROM AATHA.
- $10 FROM AATHA<3
- A BOUQUET FROM MY GODMA GOWRI<3

- A HEART SHAPED GREEN COLOURED PILLOW WID LIGHTS FROM SISTERLOVE BANU.<3

- A BIG HUG FROM EESHWAR.<3
- A SWEET CARD FROM DURGA LOOKALIKE<3
- A BAG FROM MUTHU SITHAPA<3
- $20 FROM SENTHA ATHAI AND RAVI MAMA PLUS BLESSINGS<3
- A LIL PAPER FROM DURGA DARLING STATING TAD SHE LOVES ME ALOT.<3
- A STICKY KISS FROM SABRISH, BLACK PAANDI!!!

- A PSP FROM GRANDPARENTS & PRABU.
- A LIL POOH BEAR FROM MEOWLY.
- & $100 FROM JIMMY UNCLE, UNEXPECTED!!!<3
[ORDER: WHICH GIFT I RECIEVED FIRST, NOT HOW EXPENSIVE IT IS!!!]

THE WORST PART OF MY BIRTHDAY WAS THIS:
I WAS WAITING FOR ONE SOUL TO WISH ME,
I WAITED AND WAITED.
HE DID NOT CALL ME AT 12 MIDNIGHT.
HE DID NOT TEXT/CALL ME IN DE MORNING.
I WAS STILL WAITING AS HE MEANS ALOT TO ME.
WE SMSED EACH OTHER.
THOUGH WE TEXTED, HE STILL DID NOT WISH ME.
I WAS SOOOO UPSET BOUT IT.
IT WAS NEARING 10PM.
JUST ANOTHER 2 OURS FOR MY SPECIAL DAY TO BE OVER.
HE STILL DID NOT CALLL ME OR TEXT ME.
I WAS SO HORRIFIED.
HOW CUD HE DO TAD TO ME.
SOBS.
AT 11:49PM, 11 MINS BEFORE MY DAY CUD BE OVER HE TEXTED ME,
I ALMOST WANTED TO CRY.
HAHAHA, TAD IS MR KARTHIK!!!
AHHA, SO ANNOYING.

HHAH, AND I REALLY APPRECIATE THOSE WHO TOUT BOUT ME ON MY BIRTHDAY, COS TADS A GIFT OF LOVE TO ME!!!
THANKS TO JES KA AND DURGA KA FOR WISHING ME!!! NOT FORGETTING MY PULI AND YELI!!!
HAHAH, ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE SPECIAL TO ME.

AND TO KARTHIK ANNA, THANKS FOR AT LEAST SMSING ME AT DE LAST MINUTE, I SWEAR I WUD HAVE CRIED IF U DIDNT!!!
LOVE YOU LOADS ANNA.

HIGH-5 TO DEVAN ANNA COS WE HAVE DE SAME TEE FROM KAPPA!!!
AHAHAH

LOVELOVE TO OTHERS.

shes so not de happy child u recognise!!!<3

2007-10-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

LIES A PERSON TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT DE EYE CAN SEE.

EVERYONE SEES ME AS IF IM DE MOST HAPPIEST KID THEY COULD FIND ON EARTH. YES, MY PARENTS GIVE ME EVERYTHING I WANT & NEED. SERIOUSLY, I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BLAME THEM, COS THEYVE DONE A WHOLE LOT FOR ME, PLUS MY EDUCATION AND EVERYTHING. SIMPLY EVERYTHING.

MAYBE THERES SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WID ME.
MAYBE, MAYBE, MAYBE...

ERMMMM,
AT TIMES I JUST WANNA TELL PPL HOW I FEEL, I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT. BUT SOMETHING STOPS ME.

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE CALLING SOMEONE UP TO CRY MY LUNGS OUT. I DUNNO WAD FORBIDS ME FRM DOING SO. I ASKED MYSELF SEVERAL TIMES.
"WADS IT NANDHINI?"

RATNA TOLD ME ONCE,
"I NOE DESE IS A FAKE SMILE."
I STARTED CRYING.

AT TIMES, I WANNA CALL UP KARTHIK ANNA IN DE MIDDLE OF DE NIGHT & TELL HIM HOW I FEEL. I FEEL AS THOUGH SOMETHING IS HAUNTING ME DOWN.
BUT ALL I NOE IS TAD WAD IM FEELING IS NOT GUILT.
TADS FOR SURE.
I DUNN WANNA DISTURB HIM AT TAD HOUR=]

THEN WAD IS IT.
SOMETIMES WHEN BONDING WID DURGA AKKA AND JES AKKA I FEEL LIKE CRYING.
COS DE WORDS ARE HAVING SO MUCH OF TROUBLE COMING OUT.
THOUGH I NOE TAD THEY WILL LISTEN TO ME....IT JUST HAPPENS.

SOME PPL JUST NOE ME AS THE GAL WHO RUNS ARND, SCREAMING HER LUNGS OUT.
SOME IMAGINE THINGS BOUT ME. AHHAHS. THEY THINK TAD MY LIFE IS FILLED WID ONLY HAPPINESS. WEIRDLY FUNNY THOUGH.

I HAVE FUN WID BANU, I DO CRAPS WID HER. WE'VE BEEN SOOOOO CLOSE FOR 16 YEARS. TADS SINCE HER BIRTH. BUT I DUNN EXPRESS MY HEARTPAINS TO HER, COS I NOE SHE WILL CRY IF SHE HEARS THEM.

SUBAS MY ALL IN ALL. BUT I HIDE THINGS FRM HER. MAYBE THIS IS DE GUILT WHICH IS HAUNTING ME.... BUT I NOE ITS NOT. SUBA WILL LISTEN TO EVERY SINGLE WORD I SAY, BUT AS I SAID, I CANT REALLY EXPRESS MY FEELINGS.

I JUST CANT DO THIS.

SOMEONE HAS LEFT A LARGE, DEEP FOOTPRINT IN MY LIFE/HEART.
IT HURTS SOOO MUCH THOUGH, BUT IT SEEMS SOOO DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS.

I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF, "MAYBE U ARE SOO UGLY!!!"
HMMM, LOL.

AT TIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH MY TEARS ARE GONNA FLOW LIKE SOME WATERFALL. HHAAA.

AM I EXAGGERATING THINGS.
MAYBE I IMAGINE THINGS.

I NOE WAD IM TALKING BOUT,
IF YOU NOE WAD IM TALKING ABOUT ITS GOOD.

HMMM, IM YOUNG
I NOE WAD IM GOING ACROSS.
IM MORE INTERESTED IN MEETING MY AIMS.
I WANNA PLACE MY FOOT IN DE POLICE FORCE, BECOME A LAWYER.

I FEEL SOOOO DEPRESSED,
IM GONNA GO MAD SOON.
I WILL NOT STATE THINGS LIKE,
"GOD IS SOOO UNFAIR" AND ALL.
COS I NOE TAD WADEVA HE DOES IS FOR MY OWN GOOD.
HOPE HE WILL BRING THINGS BACK.

JUST WANNA LET DOSE WHO HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE AND HAVE BEEN SOOO NICE TO ME TAD I LOVE YOU GUYS, AND DE LOVE I HAVE FOR U PPL WILL NEVA CHANGE!!!
ESP TO DOSE WHOS NAMES HAVE BEEN STATED IN DESE POST.
THANKS ALOT.

SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR SASTHA CHELLAMS!!!

2007-09-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

SASTHA CHELLAMS FAV!!! ENJOYYYY!!!<3
LOVE YOU GUYS, MISSING YOULL!!!

FOR MY QUEEN!!!<3

2007-09-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

HEY BAYBEY!!! SURRISE!!!
HAHAH, MY QUEEN, ALL DESE ESP FOR YOU.
LOVELOVE SUGAR!!!<3

NANTHRA LOVESSSS!!!<3

UNNAKU NAAN ENNA THARA MUDIYUM.
YEN KITTA ONAE ONU THAAN IRUKU, EN UYIRE.

ITHUTHAAN SUBATHRA,
YEN THOZHI,
YEN KOODAPIRANTHAVAL,
EN THALAPATHI<3

BANTHAM ENNA SONTHAM ENNA,
PONAL ENNA VANTHAAL ENNA,
URAVUKELLAM KAVALAI PATA JENMAM NAAN ILLAI.
PAASAM VAIKA NESAM VAIKA NANTHRA UNDU VAAZHA VAIKA,
AVALAI THAVIRA URAVUKAARAN YAARUM INGILLAI!!!

YENATHU SONTHAM NEE, YENATHU PAGAIYUM NEE.
CHELLA MAZHAIYUM NEE, CHINNA IDIYUM NEE.
YENATHU SELVAM NEE, YENATHU VARUMAI NEE.
ILAITHA KAVITHAI NEE, YELLUTHU PILAIYUM NEE.
IRAVAL VELICHAM NEE, IRAVIN KANEER NEE.
NAAN THOOKI VALARTHA THUYARAM NEE.

FREINSHIP ENDRA DEIVAMENDRU, WORSHIP SEIVOM ONDRAI NINDRU.
OVOR ULLAMUM INGU KOVIL AAGUMAE.
ORUVAR MEETHU ORUVAR INGUE KADHAL KONDU VAALGINDROM.
KADHAL ENDRAL KOCHAIYAAGA ARTHAM SEIYA KOODAATHU....
NANBAA VAAA!!!!

PALADAI POLAADUM PAAPA,
YEPOTHUM NAAN SONNA KAEPA,
RAJAVAI PAARKAAMAL ROJA,
YEMANTHU PONALAE LESA,
NAAN MALAI VETCHI, THAETHI VETCHI, OORU VITU OORU VANTHU NEE INDRI POVAENO SAMBO.
NAAN MOONDRU METHAI VEEDU KATI, MAADI MELA UNNAI VETCHI PAARKAAMAL POVENO SAMBO!!!

ORU NAALUM UNNAI MARAVAATHA INITHAANA VARAM VENDUM.
URAVAALUM UYIRAALUM PIRIYAATHA VARAM VENDUM.
VIZHIYODU IMAIPOLAE VILAGAATHA NILAI VAENDUM!!!

YOURE MY LIL PIECE OF JOY.
DE LIL TOY WHICH MAKES ME SMILE.
DE PRICE I WANT FOR THEFT.
DE MEMORIES I KEEP HIDDEN.
DE STORIES BOXED UP!!!

If I were a memory I’d hold you there forever
Reminding you of the good times we shared together

If I were a smile on your face I would stay
Never to let sadness chase me too far away

If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes
Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries

If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own
Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown

If I were feet I would stay inline with you
So I could be with you in all that you do

If I were a shadow I would always follow
We’d face things together in all the tomorrows

If I were pain I’d stay far away from the start
To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart

If I were a song I’d be a sweet sound to your ears
To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years

If I were strength I’d give you my all
I’d hold you high and never let your fall

If I were your heart I’d be steady and true
I’d be there in every beat; staying strong for you

If I were the sun I’d shine down upon your face
Illuminate your smile and radiate through your grace

If I were a star I’d sparkle like your eyes
I would look upon your life and never stop my shine

I don’t know how good at those things I could be
I’m not any of them but this I want you to see

If I were a friend I couldn’t let you down
I’d never let you fall or walk away from me with a frown

If I were a friend I would hold your hand
I would be with you always, I hope you understand

If I were a friend I would give you my all
And though it’s not much, I’ll be there when you call

If I were a friend I’d be in every memory too
When you laughed, when you cried, I’d be with you

I CAN be these things, it’s not impossible to be a friend
I CAN be your best and I’ll be here till the end

If I were forever, you would be too
Together forever – AS NANTHRA

NANDY LOVES SUBATHRA TILL HER LAST BREATH!!!

PICTURESSSS OF SENTOSA OUTING!!!

2007-09-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

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GUNA ANNA IS OUR SARATHKUMAR!!! AHAHHA, I MISS DEM ALL, CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER, THEN CAN KOOTHADIKARAAN!!! AHAH!!! LOVES SASTHA CHELLAMS!!! ALL DE WAY!!!

PINCHES PANDI GURUJI'S NOSE!!!

I LOVE SASTHA CHELLAMS AND SENTOSA TRIP, LOVES B.D.J.G.S!!!<3

2007-09-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

WARNING: ITS A LONG POST!!!OK NOW, BEFORE I FORGET ALL DE DETAILS I SHUD BLOG IT ALL OUT!!!
HAHAHS, SEEMS MORE LIKE VOMMITING AR.

OK ANYWAY, IM VERY HAPPY ABOUT A FEW THINGS.
1) MY CONSOLIDATION PERIOD.
2) SUBA'S RETURN
3) DE OUTING WID SASTHA CHELLAMS.

SO YUPP, IM SUPER EXCITED TAD MY SUGARLOVE IS BACK, SPENDING 3 WHOLE ATROCIOUS WEEKS WIDOUT HER WAS SUPER DEVASTATING.
NOW TAD SHES HER I FEEL BETTER!!!

THEN DE MOST FAVOURITE PART OF DESE WEEK WAS DE HAPPENINGS ON SUNDAY.
I WENT TO SENTOSA WID SASTHA CHELLAMS. I PROMISE I HAD A GREAT TIME.
SERIOUSLY.

WOKE UP AT 7.00 ON SUNDAY MORNING. COS I CANT WAIT TO SEE DEM.
ALREADY PLANNED, THAT IM MEETING BANU AT HABOURFRONT MRT.
BOTH OF US WERE SOOOO PUNCTUAL.
THEN WE WALKED ARND VIVOITY. GREAT THING WAS, NO SHOP WAS OPEN.
DE ONLY SHOP WHICH WAS OPEN WAS BREAD TALK.
THEN WE WERE WALKING & WALKING AS IF THERE WAS NO 2MORO!!!
WE BADLY WANTED TO KNOE IF THEY HAD LEFT YISHUN.
SO FIRST I CALLED KARTHIK ANNA - NEVA ANSWER
THEN SUJESH ANNA - NEVA ANSWER.
FOLLOWED BY JES KA - NEVA ANSWER.
FINALLY TRIED CALLING GUNA ANNA. IT WAS RINGING, AND I WAS TELLING BANU TAD HE WAS NOT GONNA ANSWER. WHILE I WAS SAYING TAD, HE ANSWERED AND WAS LIKE MAKING FUN OF ME.
THEN HE TOLD ME TAD HE WILL CALL ME WHEN HE IS REACHING.

SO WE WALKED ARND, BOUGHT SAUSAGE BUN FROM BREADTALK.
SO WHEN GUNA ANNA CALLED WE RUSHED TO DE COFFEE SHOP OPP. VIVOCITY.
HAD A HARD TIME FINDING OUR WAY OUT THOUGH.
SO YUPP, THEN WHEN WE SAW ALL OF DEM BANU AND I WER SOOO EXCITED. FELT AS THOUGH I WAS FLYNG.

DURGA AKKA CAME, WAS SOOO EXCITED TO SEE HER. LOVE HER UBER MUCH.
BUT MY PRETTY JES AKKA WAS MISSING. SO SOBSOB. WAS TALKING TO DURGA AKKA AND GAYA AKKA. & DURGA AKKA WAS TELLING US ABOUT DE KOMODO DRAGON SHE SAW IN BINTAN. YUCK YUCK. HER REACTIONS WERE SOOOO FUNNY!!!<3

FINALLY JES AKKA & DEVAN ANNA CAME. DEVAN ANNA WAS SOOO SWEET. HE BOUGHT DESE EXPENSIVE CAKE FOR SANGEETHA AKKA. SOOO NICE OF HIM. YEAP.
THEN AFTER SHE AND DEVAN ANNA ATE WE HEADED TO VIVOCITY TO BUY TICKETS FOR DE SENTOSA EXPRESS TRAIN. DE BOYS WENT TO BUY A BALL FOR THEM TO PLAY IN DE BEACH LATER.

WHILE WAITING FOR DEM ALL DE GALS TOOK PICTURES.
I TOLD DURGA AKKA I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS A TOURIST.
AHAHS, AND JES AKKA WAS WEARING A KIDS SIZE GUESS TEE. SHES SOOO ADORABLE!!!
SMAL THOUGH.

GOT DOWN FROM DE TRAIN AND TOOK DE BEACH TRAM, EVRYTHING WAS LIKE SOOO EXCITING. THEN WE TOOK PICTURES AGAIN. HAHAHS,

REACHED DE BEACH, PICKED A SPOT, BUT WAD WAS MISSING??? DE MAT!!
FIRST DURGA AKKA, GAYA AKKA AND JES KA WENT TO BUY DE MAT WID RAVI MAMA.
THEN MUTHU ANNA CHASED BANU & ME AWAY COS DEY WANTED TO CHANGE.
WE SPRINTED TOWARDS DE SISTERS!!!

HAHAH, THEN WE BOUGHT TWO MATS AND ONE BALL FOR OURSELF.
THEN WE CHANGED TO SHORTS AND TEE, & STARTED PLAYING MONKEY!!!
THEN DURGA AKKA TOLD US THAT WE SHALL GO TO DE WATER BEFORE DE BOYS PUSH US AND DIP US INTO IT!!! SO WE WALKED AS FAST AS POSSIBLE TO DE SEA AND WALKED IN!!!
THEN SUDDENLY GUNA ANNA CAME AND TOLD US TAD SANGEETHA AKKA AND SOORI ANNA WAS HERE. SO WE WENT TO DE SPOT WHER OUR BAGS WERE.
AND WE SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS SHE CUT DE CAKE DEVAN ANNA BOUGHT!!!
AFTER CUTTING LOADS OF PPL GOT CREAM ON THEIR FACES, LUCKY I ESCAPED!!!

THEN ALL OF US WENT TO DE SEA. GALS VS BOYS.
WE KEPT KIDNAPPING DE BOYS AND KEPT THEM WID US IN DE WATER.
NO OTHER BOY WANNA HELP. SO WE BULLYED. OUR FIRST VICTIM WAS GUNA ANNA.
BULLIED HIM LIKE NOBODYS BUSINESS. HAHAH, THEN PRAVIN ANNA!!!

SO THIS WENT ON AND ON.
THEN WE HAD DE SANDCASTLE COMPETITION,
DE WAVES KEPT COMING IN AND DESTROYED OUR SANDCASTLE.
HAH, WHILE WE WERE MALKING OUR SANDCASTLE SUBA AKKA CAME.
SHE CHANGED AND STARTED PLAYING WID US.

THEN WE PLAYED CAPTAINS BALL.
BLOCKED GAYA AKKA FROM CATCHING THE BALL. PUSHED HER AND INJURED HER!!!
SO SORRY KA.
ITS ALL IN DE GAME!!!
HAHAHAS,

THEN AT 6.30 WE DECIDED TO LEAVE.
SO WE GALS TOOK OUR SHOWER AND LEFT.
DURGA AKKA WAS SOOO UPSET THAT SHE BECAME DARK.
ITS OK KA, YOU WILL BE BACK TO ORIGINAL COLOUR AFTER DE SKIN PEELS AWAY.
THEN WE TOOK PICTURES AGAIN.
TOOK PICTURE WID MY BELOVED KARTHIK ANNA, MISSED HIM SOOO MUCH!!!
POOR SOUL WAS HAVING HEADACHES.

THEN WE TOOK DE BUS TO VIVOCITY, THEN WAS TIME FOR GOODBYES.
HEADED HOME.
SOBSOB.
I REALLY ENJOYED MY DAY.
DESE DAY WUD ALWAYS BE A MEMORABLE ONE!!!
AND I SOOO LOVE MY SASTHA CHELLAMS!!!
A STEP CLOSER TO THEM!!!
AND I SOOO LOVE DURGA AKKA, GAYA AKKA, JES AKKA, SUBA AKKA AND BANU HEAPS!!!
THANKS ALOT!!!

SASTHA CHELLAMS ALL DE WAY.
--PICTURES OF DE TRIP IS BELOW--

IM SO SORRY!!!<3

2007-09-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

HELLOS PEOPLE!!! PLS FEAST YOUR EYES WID DE PICTURES IN MY PREVIOUS POST!!!
IM SORRY, THOUGH I BADLY WANNA BLOG BOUT MY SENTOSA TRIP WID MY BELOVED SASTHA CHELLAMS, I CANT COS IM STRUCK WID THROAT INFECTION AND FEVER!!! I JUST WANNA LET DE SASTHA CHELLAMS NOE THAT, THEY REALLY MADE ME ENJOY MY DAY!!! I LOVE DEM ALL. ESP MY DURGA KA, JES KA, GAYA KA & BANU!!! THANKS SISTERLOVESSS!!!

SENTOSA MADNESS!!!

2007-09-25T19:52:00.000+08:00

2007-09-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

GUD MORNING TO DE WORLD!!!

YESTERDAY WAS IN BANU'S HSE.
SABRISH, DURGA, EESHWAR MAMA AND ATHAI WERE THER!!!
GOWRI SITHI ALSO CAME!!!

BANU & I WERE HAVING SOME SECRET SOCIETY THINGE!!!
WAS SOOOO FUN!!

WE HAD GOSSIPING SESSIONS WID SITHI, SHE WAS TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING!!!
HAHHA,

BANU AND I COULDNT STOP THINKING BOUT DE MASS BHAJANS!!!
I THINK WE TALKED BOUT DURGA KA AND JES AKKA.
WE RE SERIOUSLY HAPPY BOUT HAVING DESE STRONG BOND WID THEM
NOT SCARED OF DEM ANYMORE, YEAY!!!

WE LOVE DEM BOTH SOOO MUCH!!<3

SO YUPP.

THEN SITHI KEPT SAYING DE LINE WHICH DE BOY PACHAI(green) WILL SAY IN KANA KAANUM KAALANGAL, SHE WAS LIKE..."THUKURAEN AVANAE"

AND BANUS VERY MISCHIEVIOUS NOWADAYS.
IM INFLUENCING HER. TOOOOO BAD!!!
WAD ARE SISTERS FOR HUH!!!

I WILL CONTINUE MY LONG ESSAY LATER, I FEEL SOOOO LAZY!!!

I LOVE MY ORGANISER, MY MAKE-UP ARTIST, MY SAREE EXPERT AND MY KADAI KAAREE!!!<3

2007-09-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO HUMANS....
I REALLY NEED TO TAG ABOUT THE MEGA MASS BHAJANS CONDUCTED BY SRI SASTHA PILLAIGAL!!!
IT WAS SOOO FUN!!!
IM SOOO GLAD TAD IVE GOT PEOPLE WHO LOVE & CARE FOR ME!!!

SUNDAY WAS DE MASS BHAJANS, SATURDAY WE WENT TO HELP!!!
BANU & MYSELF WERE SOOO EXCITED, I COULDNT BELIEF MYSELF!!!

ON SATURDAY, I HAD DANCE PRACS THEN BANU & I WENT TO COLLECT DE SAREE.
I WAS EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED BUT MY MISCHIEF HAD NOT DIED DOWN.
WE KEPT THINKING ABOUT DE INCIDENT WHICH HAPPENED DE LAST TIME WHEN WE WENT TO DE AUNTY'S HSE!!!

I TOLD YOU, BANU+NANDY=CLOWNS!!!
ALL DE WHILE WE WERE THINKING TAD THE SAREE WILL BE SOME NICE SILK SAREE!!!
HAHAH, BUT DE SAREE WAS SOMETHING WHICH BANU & I CALL "KOSA-KOSA"!!!
SO WE WENT TO HELP,
WE HAD TO TIE DE BAGS 2GETHER, 5 IN A BUNDLE!!!
EVERY BUNDLE HAD 5, I PUT THEM 2GETHER & BANU DID DE RIBBON THINGY!!!
ALL OF DEM WERE SO GODDAMNED NICE TO US!!!

A WHOLE SUNDAY WID THEM WAS WORTH IT, COS I GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHERS REAL CHARACTER BETTER!!! IM VERY GLAD ABOUT DESE!!!
IM NOT SCARED OF DEM ANYMORE...
NOW WE SHARE A THICK BOND!!! MY SECOND FAMILY, MY SASTHA CHELLAMS!!!<3

I INTRODUCE TO YOU DE MAIN CHARACTERS I HAD FUN WID O SUNDAY!!!
HERE IT GOES-----

*DURGA AKKA = DE PROFESSIONAL MAKE UP ARTIST!!!

*JES AKKA = DE CALM ORGANISER!!!

*GAYA AKKA = DE SAREE EXPERT!!!

*BANU = KADAI KAAREE!!!

I PROMISE, I HAD A WHOLE LOAD OF FUN WID THEM, LAUGHED UNTIL I WANTED TO CARY.
AND DEVAN ANNA WAS CALLING ME PENQUIN COS I WALKED LIKE ONE!!!
SOBSOB!!!

BANU & I HAD TO USHER THE G.O.H & DE WIFE!!!

DEVAN ANNA BADLY WANTED US TO PRACTISE!!!
SO..
HE ACTED AS DE G.O.H & MUTHU ANNA ACTED AS DE WIFE!!!
IT WAS EXTREMELY FUNNY.
YOU SHUD HAVE WATCHED THEM, THEY WERE SO DRAMA MAMAS!!!
HAAHHS!!!

THEN WE ACTED IT OUT!!!
MUTHU ANNA WAS DE ROOSTER OF DE DAY. WHY? COS HE SPIKED HIS HAIR UP LIKE TAD!!!
SO CUTE LA HE. HE WAS VERY NICE TO ME TOO...

I LOVED MY THREE FAVOURITE SISTERS. WHO??
DURGA, JES, GAYA!!!
MY SPECIAL THREE!!!

ESP DURGA AKKA, I WAS ALWAYS AFRAID OF HER!!!
BUT NOW I KNOW HER VERY WELL.
SHES SUCHA ROCKER!!!
NOW SHES MY NEW FOUND LOVE!!! I LOVE YA SOOO MUCH!!!
I DID NOT EXPECT SOOO MUCH OF FUN WID DE THREE OF THEM!!!
WHEN I FIRST REACHED THERE EVRYONE WERE SO CALM, WHY COS EVERYTHING WAS WELL PLANNED BY JES AKKA AND DE OTHER SISTERS!!!

YEAY THEN GAYA AKKA TIED DE SAREE FOR ME, SHE ALMOST STRIPED ME!!!
NEVAMIND LA...SHE WAS SOOO CUTE!!! SO WANTED ME TO HOLD DE SAREE AND IF I TOUCHED DE OTHER PARTS OF IT SHE WILL BEAT ME!!! SOBSOB!!!

THEN DURGA AKKA DID DE MAKE-UP FOR ME!!!
IT WAS SO NICE, SHES SUCHA PERFECTO!!!

THEN DE FIRST PART OF DE BHAJANS WERE SO SOOTHING & FUN!!!
DE SECOND PART CAME AND WE ALL WENT HAYWIRE!!!

WE STARTED CAMWHORING!!!
WAS SOOO FUN WID RETROANGEL!!!
I DID NOT SEE DESE LOVELY ANGEL BEHAVING DESE WAY TO ME B4!!!
IM SO HAPPY TO BE PAMPERED BY HER!!!
AND IVE ALWAYS TAKEN HER AS MY ROLE MODEL!!!

SHE ONCE TOLD ME THAT I REMINDED HER OF HERSELF WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG!!!

AND BANU HAD TO SELL CDS.
DURING DE 1ST HALF SHE WAS SOO UPSET THAT SHE COULDNT SELL ANY CD, MORE OF NO CUSTOMER!!!
THEN DE SECOND HALF SHE CAME RUNNING, SHOUTING TO ALL OF US ABOUT DE IMPROVEMENT OF HER SALES!!!

SO NOW YOU NOE WHY SHES CALLED DE KADAI KAARI!!!

AND KARTHIK ANNA SANG DE AYYAPAN SONG FROM PISTA!!!
SO NICE YOU NOE!!!
I LOVE HIM ALOT!!!<3!!!

HAHAH!!!
I LOVE MY RETROANGEL, MY KADAI KAARI, MY ORGANISER AND MY SAREE EXPERT!!!

I SOOO LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
I WANNA MEET YOU GUYS!!!
AND SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR MISS RETROANGEL,
SHE WAS SOOO SWEET, WHY?
COS SHE TURNED UP FOR MY PERFORMANCE THOUGH I TOLD HER AT DE LAST MINUTE!!!
AND MY SINCERE GRATITUDE TO GAYA AKKA, VADI ANNA AND MUTHU ANNA!!!

IVE GOT LOADS MORE TO SAY!!!
BUT IM GONNA FALL ASLEEP ON DE KEYBOARD!!!
HAHAH, I PROMISE I WILL CONTINUE 2MORO!!!
I WILL LET U ADMIRE DESE PICTURE TILL THEN!!!

2007-09-03T17:15:00.001+08:00

feast ur eyes

2007-09-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

BANU+NANDY=CLOWNS

2007-08-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

HELLOS TO DOSE READING MY BLOGGGG!!!
HAHHAS, MY RECENT UPDATES...

YESTERDAY:
BANU AND MYSELF WENT TO SEMBAWANG TO GIVE DE MEASUREMENTS FOR OUR SAREE BLOUSE FOR MASS BHAJANS. MASS BHAJANS IS ON DESE SEPT 2ND. SOOOO COOL. SOOO FUN.
AND YUPPS, JES KA TOLD ME THAT THE BLOCK NUMBER WAS 350B AND THAT SHE STAYED IN DE LAST FLOOR OF DE BLOCK.
SO WE WENT TO DE BLOCK, TOOK DE LIFT TO DE LAST FLOOR... SOMETHING WAS SOOOO WRONG LA.
BANU WAS LIKE, SURELY NOT DESE HOUSE LA.
I WAS THINKING TO MASELF WHETHER TO PRESS DE DOORBELL.
DECIDED NOT TO.
THEN SUDDENLY IT STRUCKED MY MIND THAT WE SHOULD PRESS DE BELL, COS IT WAS DE ADDRESS JES KA GAVE US.

HALF-HEARTEDLY, WE WENT TOWARDS DE HOUSE.
HAHAH, IMMA BIG BULLY. MADE BANU PRESS DE BELL.
SHE PRESSED IT, I RAN AWAY. WAS DAMN FUNNY LA.
THEN DESE BIG SHADOW OPENED DE DOOR, AND WAS LIKE "WAD???"
BANU FREAKED OUT.
SHE WAS SOOO SCARED THAT SHE SAID, "WRONG NUMBER!!!"
I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING!!!

THEN WE BOTH RAN DOWN TO DE 13TH FLOOR.
AND WE SCARED EACH OTHER. SO WE RAN TO DE 12TH FLOOR.
SHARKS LA.
CALLED JES KA, SHE WAS LIKE LAUGHING....
HAHAHHA. SO FUNNY SERIOUSLY.

SO WE WENT TO DE AUNTY'S HSE FINALYY, GAVE OUR MEASUREMENTS.

SO WE CONCLUDE THAT: BANU+NANDY=CLOWNS

IM SOOO GLAD THAT DURGA AKKA AND JES AKKA ARE SOOO NICE TO US. WE ALWAYS LOOK UP TO THEM!!!<3

IM CRAZY OVER DESE B.D.J.G.G THING!!!
HAHAH....

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THERS DESE MADNESS GOING ON IN SKOOL, EVERYGAL IS HOLDING ON TO PUSH-POPS. DUNNO WADS THAT, HANG URSELF... U SHOULD HAVE BEEN SUCKING IT WHEN U WERE KIDSSS!!!

HAHAHS!!!
EVERYONE GOT TEMPTEDD, SO... SAD TO SAY, WE BOUGHT IT.
IT STARTED OFF WID BRIDGET COMING WID PUSH-POPS DURING RECESS.
THEN 2DAY, ALLY WENT TO BUY... SO I AND JUN XIA ALSO WENT...
CANNOT TAHAN READY. SOBS.
I BOUGHT IT FOR MEOWLY AND MASELF!!!REALLY COULDNT HELP IT.

YEAP, AND MS A. NG WAS SOOOO AFFECTED BY MY REBONDED HAIR. SHE WAS LIKE, WHY DID U REBOND IT AT THIS POINT OF TIME, SUCHA WASTE THAT U NEED TO TIE IT UP....

HAHAH. SHE WAS SOOO FUNNY...!!!

I CANT WAIT FOR OUR MASS BHAJANS AND MY PERFORMANCE IN KRISHNAR TEMPLE!!!
<3SSS SASTHA PILLAIGAL HEAPS!!!

AND NOT FORGETTIN, IM MISSING SUBATHRAAAAA<3

NANTHRA<3

2007-08-16T17:57:00.000+08:00

SHES SOOOO SWEET TO DO THIS, I SOOOO LOVE HER<3

DUNN LET UR EYES BLEED.....

2007-08-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

WE WERE IN DE BUS.... TRAVELLING FROM TAMPINES, TO SENGKANG!!!
TRIPS WID ME IS ALWAYS FUN, [VAIN]
AHAHHS, NO LA.
I WAS STANDING WHILE SUBA WAS SITTING, SHE TOOK PICTURES OF ME,

DE MACDONALDS ADVERTS!!!
HAHAHS!!!
MY SPASM FACESSSSS<3

I LOVE U SUBA

2007-08-09T13:03:00.000+08:00

OMGGGG, CHECK OUT DE NEWSPAPER, DE NATIONAL DAY EDITION PAGE 23

SUBAS SUPER SWEET KAY. SHE SEND OUR PICTURE TO DE NATIONAL DAY
SPECIAL EDITION, THOUGH WE DID NOT WIN, I WAS SOOOO GLAD TO SEE OUR PICTURE THERE.

HOW FORTUNATE AM I TO SOMEONE LIKE DESE PRECIOUS LOVE BESIDE ME ALL DE TIME.

SHES MORE THEN A NORMAL FRIEND.

SHES MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH ALL DE TIME. I JUST FEEL LIKE HUGGING HER RIGHT NOW. I KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO HIDE SUCHA NICE SECRET FROM UR FREN TO SUPRISE HER.

THANKS BABYGAL.
I SERIOUSLY DUNNO HOW TO THANK U<3

I SOOOO LOVE YA, NO MATTER WAD. OKAY.

AND DESE IS DE PICTURE, ALL GREEN, COS ITS MY FAV COLOUR.

MY CLONE!!!<3

2007-08-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

ALL ABOUT MY GODMA, MY BEST FREN, MY PRINCESS OF BEAUTY!!!

SHES NOT DE PRETTIEST IVE SEEN.

SHE DOES NOT HAVE DE BEST PERSONALITY.

SHES NOT DE STAND FOR POPULARITY.

SHES GOT NOTHING BUT A LOVING HEART.

SHE DOES NOT APPLY LOADS OF MAKE-UP.

SHES ONE OF A KIND.

SHE MIGHT NOT WAIT FOR TIME TO PASS.

SHE DOES NOT OWN A $1000 WATCH.

SHE DOES NOT RELY ON BRANDED GOODS.

SHE TREATS ME LIKE HER OWN.

SHE PAMPERS ALL DE KIDS IN DE HOUSE.

SHE WONDERS WAD LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IF SHES EXTREMELY RICH.

SHES NOT PAMPERED.

SHES DE BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL IN MY MIND.

SHE WORKS HARD, EVERY DROP OF SWEAT MATTERS.

SHES DE COOL, STYLE, PRETTY LADY IN MY EYES.

SHES NOT EXACTLY VAIN.

SHE RESPECTS DE BEAUTIFUL.

SHE CLAIMS TAD SHE IS FORTUNATE.

SHE DOES NOT REGRET FOR WAD SHE HAS DONE.

SHES NEVA A BACKSTABBER.

SHE LOVES TO GET ME INTO TROUBLE.

SHES MY EVERYTHING.

SHES BEING LOVED BY ME.

NO MATTER WAD, I WILL TREASURE U WID ALL MY HEART.
NO MATTER WAD, I WILL KEEP U SAVE IN MY HEART.

DANCAHOLIS!!!

2007-08-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO HUMANS,

FIRST LETS START WID DE APOLOGY SESSION!

"IM SO SORRY GEJAX & GOWRI TAD I COULDNT COME TO DE PRAYERS ON SUNDAY."
"I WAS SOOO TIRED AFTER DANCE LA, MY LEGS HURT BADLY!"
"HOPE U GUYS ARE NOT ANGRY."
KAY?

THEN, WE DID DESE PERFORMANCE AT SENGKANG...AND UNFORTUNATELY HEMA SAW ME DANCING.
HAAHS

DOSE ARE DE PICTURES SUBA'S MOM TOOK WHILE WE WERE IN ACTION.
LOLS. IF U OBSERVE DE PICYURE CAREFULLY, U WILL SEE TAD IM GROWING FATTER!!!
HAHAHS!!!

HERE IT GOESSS,

DE FAIRYTALE OF GEJAX & NANDY<3333

2007-08-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO HUMANS, IVE BEEN BUSY WID ALL DOSE PRELIM STUFFS...SO I COULDNT BLOG!
PRACTICALLY EXCUSES!!!
LOL
ANYWAY,

I TOLD GEJAX TAD I WUD BLOG ABOUT WAD HAPPENED ON THURSDAY BETWEEN DE BOTH OF US.
I WENT ONLINE TO CHECK MY MAILS, AND I SAW MY GREAT GEJAX A.K.A PULI ONLINE TOO.
I HAD DE URGE TO TALK TO HER, BUT SHE STARTED DE CONVO FIRST!!!
SO YUPP, WE WERE TALKING SOME OLD GRAMMA STORIES....

& OUT OF NOWHERE WE STARTED DE TOPIC BOUT OUR FAVOURITE STAR, DE ULTIMATE SUPERSTAR RAJINIKANTH!!!
GEJAX AND I ARE CRAZY OVER HIM!!!
SO YUPPS, AND SHE WAS TALKING BOUT DE RAJINI FANS WEBBIE..
SO WE TALKED AND TALKED AND TALKED BOUT RAJINI UNCLE!!!

AND THEN SUDDENLY GEJAX TOLD ME....
SHE WAS LIKE, "HEY YOU NOE WADS HIS 50TH MOVIE???"
I WAS LIKE, "I DUNNO"
AND SHE WENT ON SAYING, "ITS TIGER!!!"
AND WE BOTH BUSRT OUT LAUGHING!!!
THEN WE LIST DOWN ALL DE MOVIES HE ACTED IN!!!

TAD WAS DE LONGEST CHAT WE HAD, AND DE BEST ONE!!!
THANKS LOVE!!!
IT WAS SO FUN!!!

SO GEJAX....LET ME CONFESS, I LOVE YA HEAPS!!!

MY SUGARLOVE 3rd FAMILY, LOVES DEM<3

2007-07-31T13:33:00.000+08:00

MY THIRD FAMILY,
MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH,
WHER MY JOYS & TEARS LIES WITHIN,
I LOVE THEM NO MATTER WAD,
COS WE'RE A FAMILY, A BIGBIG ONE!!!<3

PRACTICALLY DANCAHOLICS!!!<3
I CAN STILL REMEMBER HOW WE DANCED AT SUBA'S DAD'S BDAY'S DANCEFLOOR.
U SHUD HAVE SEEN US, WILD HUMANS!!!

LOL, NO MATTER WAD OUR BOND STANDS AS A WALL, HOLDING US ALL TIGHTLY 2GETHER!!!
HMMM, PRACTICALLY.... DE NOISE MAKER AWARD GOES TO ME.
HAHHS...THKSTHKS

WE CAME UP WID NEW RELATIONSHIPS, THOUGH ITS WEIRD, THOUGH ITS SO JUVENILLE....
PUH-LEASE, EVERYONE HAS A CHILD IN THEM....MISCHIEFS!!!
HAHS

SO HERES HOW IT GOES.....

VITHYA AKKA<3 ~ my mom

VICKY AKKA<3 ~ suba's mom...[my mother-in-law]

YOGES<3 ~ suba's dad...[my father-in-law]

MALINI AKKA<3 ~ suba's sister...[my sis-in-law]

LAVS<3 ~ suba's sister's[malini's] husband...[my bro]

SUBATHRA<3 ~ my hubby!!! <3<3

SARA<3 ~ my last daughter.

THANASHRI<3 ~ my 2nd daughter.

SHALU<3 ~ my 1st daughter.

HAHAHS... DAMN NONSENSE RIGHT!!!
OKAY WADEVA IT IS, I LOVE U GUYS!!!

DANCAHOLICS, THEY DANCE NO MATTER RAIN OR SHINE!!!
SMILESSSS<3

A SPECIAL POST FOR YOU DEAREST VITHYA AKKA!!!

2007-07-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAREST VITHYA AKKA!!!
28TH JULY 1986!!!
SHES SWEET!!!
SHES BEEN CARING TO ALL!!!
SHES NOT SELF-CENTERED!!!
SHE WORRIES FOR US!!!
SHES BEAUTIFUL!!!
SHESSS OURRRSSSS!!!

TADS HER U SEE UP DERE IN DE PICTURE!!!
SOOOO SWEET LOOKING AR!?!?!
<3
ALL MY DANCE LOVES LOVE HER HEAPS!!!!
WE CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY TO GIVE HER A BIG HUG!!!
HAHAAHH!!!
WEEEEE LOOVEEE YA BIRTHDAY GAL!!!

SABRISH<3 + GRIS<3 + VITHYA KA<3

2007-07-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

DESE IS MY PRECIOUS LOVE!!!
HAHAHS!!!
RELAX, HES MY CUZIN!!!
MY "RATHATHIN RATHAM"!!!
LOLS!!!<3
HES SOOO SWEET, SOOO LOVE HIM!!!
I CALL HIM JANGIRI+GALALA!!!
HAHAH!!!
WHY, I DUNNO....
SISTERLOVE(banu) & I DECIDED TO DO SO!!!

& HOPE NOBODY ELSE CALLS HIM LIKE TAD....
YOU WANT U CREATE UR OWN NICK FOR HIM!!!

OHHHHH MYYYYYY!!!!
IMMMMM SOOOOO RUDE!!!

HHAHAHA!!! SORRY LA, WE GAVE HIM TAD NAME...SO BE ORIGINAL OKAY!!!
HAHAHAS!!!

& GRISELDA IS MY R-E-M-O!!!
HAHAHAH!!!! WHY???
WE DECIDED TO WATCH DE ANNIYAN MOVIE WHICH WAS SHOWN IN VASANTHAM CENTRAL LAST SATURDAY NITE!!!(which was 2 days baq)!!!

& SHE WAS LIKE TELLING ME TAD REMO IS SOOO NICE TO NANDY & ALL!!!
HAD A GUD LAUGH!!!
*pinches gris*!!!!
OOOPPPPSSS!!!

HAHAHS!!!
2MORO IS HER MALAY ORAL!!! PITY DE MALAY TEACHER!!!=]
NAH LA, SHE SAYS SHE NOES ALL DE WORDS IN MALAY!!!
BLESS DE CHILD!!!<3
HAHAHAS!!!
GUD LUCK TO ALLL DOSE SUGARLOVES WHO R GOIN FOR ORAL 2MORO!!!
HAHAHS!!!

& VITHYA AKKAS BIRTHDAY IS ON DE 28 OF DESE MTH!!!
HAHAHS!!!
SOOOOOOOO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I WILLLL WISH HER EVERYDAY!!!

WEEEE ALLLL LOVE U SOOO GODDAMN MUCH OKAY!!!<3

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!!!!

2007-07-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

IT WAS SUBA'S DADS BIRTHDAY ON DE 14072007!!!
HAHAHHSSS!!!
I & SUBA SANG 2 SONGS 2GETHER!!!
WAS SO HAPPY TO BE WID HER!!!
& MY GANG OF HUMANS=JOKERSSS!!!
HAHAH!!!
THEN, DE NEXT DAY!!!
I HAD ALL DE SWEET STUFFS HAPPENING!!!
MY GODPA BOUGHT ME DESE GUESS WATCH!!!
ITS 210BUCKS!!!
LOVE HIM!!!
I WAS SO TOUCHED BUT FELT VERY GUILTY!!!
<3!!!
WAIT!!! STUFFS CUMING UP KAY!!!

ABOUT DE OCTOBER BABIESSS!!!<3

2007-07-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

OCTOBER=HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to
have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards
your inner and outer beauty and
independent
personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people
easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own.
Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart.
Usually, you ever
begin a relationship with someone from
this month,
hold on to them because their one of a
kind.

RATNA, MY PRINCESS<3

2007-06-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

OKAY, TODAY WAS DE START OF DE FIRST SEMESTER!!!
WAS VERY GLAD TO SEE...OF ALL PPL MS TEO!!!
HAHAH!!! SHES NICE TO ALLL!!!
HAHAH!!!
I HOPE SO!!!
HAHAH!!!
WAS GLAD TO SEE ALL MY LOVEDD ONESSSS!!!

I MISSED RATNA ALOT!!!

THER WAS DESE PRAYER SESSIONS FOR DE SEC 4S N 5S!!!
HAHAH!!!
SO I WENT UP TO RATNA N APOLOGISED TO HER FOR DE TIMES IVE HURT HER, DE TIMES I BULLYED HER AS IF DE SKYS GONNA FALL & ALL!!!
YUPPPSSS!!!

RATNA PRINCESS!!!
I JUST WANNA LET U NOE TAD, UVE DONE THINGS WHICH NO FREN WILL DO FOR ANOTHER!!!
I REALLY APPRECIATE U!!!
I DUNN SHOW IT THOUGH!!!

AS FAR AS I KNOW, RATNA IS MY:
- MY BESTEST FREN<3
- MY SKIN & FLESH<3
- MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH<3
- MY PRECIOUS PRINCESS<3
- BEAUTIFUL SISTER<3
AND NOT FORGETTING, A GOOD GALFREN!!!
HAHAHAH!!!

I SOOOOO LOVE YA BAYBEY GAL!!!
I WUD KEEP U SAFELY IN MY HEART TILL DEATH SEPARTES MY SOUL FRM MY BODY!!!<3

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LOL!!!<3

DURGA AKKAS PARTY WAS SUPER FUN!!! HATS OF TO HER!!!

2007-06-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

HEYSSSS WORLD!!!
IM BACK!!!
HAVE BEEN QUITE BUSY ROTTING AT HOME DURING DE HOLIDAYSS!!!
HAHAHAH!!!
ROTTING IS NOT A EASY TASK THOUGH!!!
OKAY!!!

ERMMM!!!
I WATCHED SIVAJI ON DE 210607 OFFICIALLY!!!
VERY PROUD OF MY DEAREST SUPER STAR!!!
HE LOOKS SUPER YOUNG!!!
& HE DID A GREAT JOB, I WUD SAY!!!
& VIVEK TOO, HE MADE ME VOMMIT BLOOD, TADS HOW MUCH I LAUGHED!!!
ERMMM, BIG THANKS TO SITHI & SITHAPPA FOR BRINGING US FOR DE SHOW!!!
US??? BANU+ME=US!!! GOT IT!!!
DEY SPEND $60 FOR 4 BLOOODY TICKETS!!!
HAHAHA!!!
ENJOYED MYSELF!!!
AND YUPPP!!! KEPT MEETING BANU FOR DE HOLIDAYS!!!
MET UP WID MEOWLY TO DO HOMEWORK AT TIMES!!!
SO YUPPSSS!!!

LETS TALK ABT DURGA AKKA'S 21ST!!!
SERIOUSLY, IT WAS A BLAST!!!
SASTHA CHELLAMS ROCKED!!!
DEY OWAES ROCK LA!!! SERIOUSLY!!!
I WAS UBER GLAD TO SEE MY FAVOURITE: KARTHIK ANNA!!!
GAVE HIM DESE LOLLIPOP KINDA THING, BIG ONE!!!
HHAHAH!!!

& DURGA AKKA WAS HOT!!!
SHE SHONE LIKE A DIAMOND!!!<3
SHES MY BOLD&BEAUTIFUL!!!
LOVE HER HEAPS!!!
IT WAS AT CLUB52!!!
WAS SUPER HAPPY TO DANCE WID G&G: GEJAX AND GOWRI!!!
I ALWAYS LOVEDD DEM BOTH!!!
DEY SEEM SPECIAL TO ME!!!
OKAY!!!
WE DANCED OUR HEADS OFFFF!!!! DIDNT WE???
WE WERE DESE SMALL GRP GOING CRAZY!!!
GEJAX+GOWRI+BANU+SHALINI+NANDY=CRAZYNESS!!!
WE WENT IN CIRCLES WHEN DE SONG WAS LIKE,
"NEE MUNALAE PONA, NAAN PINNAALAE VAARAEN"!!!
I TELL U, I FELT LIKE PINCHING DEM!!!

APART FRM ALL DESE FUN, I REALLY APPRECIATE MY TWO LOVING ANGELS!!!
& YUPPS!!!
GAVE DURGA AKKA DESE CHAIN & EARRINGS!!!
PLUS DESE POSTER KINDA THING ON BEHALF OF SASTHA CHELLAMS!!!
HOPE SHE LIKED IT!!!

SINCE NAMMA GEJAX WANTS TO SEE DESE POST OF DURGA AKKAS BURFDAY PARTY THINGE, I WILL POST DESE FIRST VOKAY???

KARTHIK ANNA!!! MY LAUGHTER MEDICINE!!!

2007-06-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

DESE QUESTION WAS FORWARDED TO ME: IF U BELIEVE IN REBIRTH, WAD RELATION DO U WANT WID ME IN UR NEXT BIRTH!!!

TAD WAS DE QUESTION I ASKED KARTHIK ANNA!!!!
HE TOLD ME TAD HE WANTS ME TO BE HIS BLOOD BORN SIS!!!
TAD WAS SO NICE OF HIM!!!
I REALLY THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME DESE PRECIOUS ANNA!!!
WE DUNN TALK VERY OFTEN, BUT I TRULY BELIEF TAD HE WUD ATLEAST THINK OF ME ONCE A WEEK!!! I DUNN EXPECT MUCH!!! HE HAS BETTER STUFFS TO DO THAN THINK OF ME & WASTE HIS TIME!!!
HAHAH!!!

SOOOO.... I ASKED A QUESTION!!!
& I TOUT MY ANNA EXPECTED A REPLY FRM ME TOO!!!
SO I TOLD HIM, "ANNA I WISH TO BE UR DAUGHTER IN MY NEXT BIRTH!!!"
I REALLY WISH SO!!!
NOT TAD I DUNN LOVE DE PARENTS GOD GAVE ME IN DESE BIRTH!!!
ITS JUST TAD, KARTHIK ANNA IS SUMONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE!!!
I BELIEF TAD KARTHIK ANNA WILL TAKE GUD CARE OF ME, & HE WILL TREASURE ME!!!
I CANT EXPLAIN!!!

HES DE BEST BRUDDER ANIONE CAN FIND!!!
LOVE YOU HEAPS ANNA!!!
MISSS U SOOO MUCH!!!
THANK U FOR EVERYTHING, SIMPLY EVERYTHING!!!

IM DE HAPPIEST CHILD IN DE WORLD!!!<3

2007-06-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

IM BACK IM BACK!!!
NO, I WASNT MIA-ING!!!
BUT I WAS EXTREMELY BUSY!!!
HAHHA!!!
YES YES!!!
HATE HOLIDAYS, I WANT SKOOL!!!
HAHAHA!!!

ON WEDNESDAY, I WENT SWIMMING WID MY COUSINS!!!
DEYRE SO ADORABLE!!!
HAHA!!!
YEA YEA!!!
DURGA & EESHWAR MADE MY DAY!!
LOVE DEM!!!
WE SERIOUSLY ENJOYED DE DAY!!!
IT WAS A COUSINS DAY OUT!!!<3

BANU MADE ME LAUGH TILL MY INTESTINES CAME OUT!!!
HAHAH!!!
I WAS PRACTICALLY VERY HAPPY TO HAVE FUN WID DEM!!!
HAHAHA!!!

& IM MISSING MY QUEEN!!!
HAVENT SEEN HER FOR WEEKS!!!
HAHAH!!!
YUPPSS!!!
IM GONNA SEE HER 2DAY, IM GONNAA SQUEEZE DE HELL OUT OF HER!!!
YEAY!!!
WE R PERFORMING SUMWHERE IN TAMPINES 2MORO!!!
REGRETS!!!

AND FINALLY, DE VAIN RULER!!!

SUGAR'S FAVOURITE!!!<3

2007-05-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

HEYSSS!!!
MY BLOGSKINS BEAUTIFUL!!!
THKS TO PRINCESS SUBATHRA!!!
SQUEEZES HER SO TIGHT!!! (SUBA SQUEALS)
HAHAHAH!!!

ALL HUMANS!!!
IM GOING FOR MY OP 2MORO!!!
HOPE I RETURN LIKE A FULL JIGSAW PUZZLE!!!
HAHAH!!! MISSING PARTS???
HHAHA!!!

OKAY!!! IM MISSING HIM!!!
SO SHE SAYS....
"NEE KONNA KOODA KUTHAM ILLAI,
NEE SONNA SAAGUM INTHA PULLA!!!"
HUGS SUGAR!!!<3

I HAD A GREAT DAY 2DAY!!!
ALL DE F&N GALS WERE IN DE COMP LAB!!!
WE HAD SO MUCH OF FUN COZ SHANGARI JOINED US!!!
SHES OUR SPECIAL CLOWN!!!
NAHHH!!! SHES NICE!!!
HAHAHHA!!!
I SCARED OF SHANKYYSSS!!!
HAHAH!!!
SO WE HELPED HER DOWNLOAD SONGS INTO HER NEW MP3!!!
SO YUPP!!!
WE LAUGHED TILL OUR JAWS DROPPED!!
HAHAH!!! EXAGGERATED!!!
LOL!!!
HOPE DE HOLS WILL BE OVER SOON!!!
MAYBE IT HAVEN EVEN START!!!
HAHAH!!!
*WINKS!!!=]
YUUPPPSS!!!
SO YUPPS!!!
LOVE ALL DE SOULS OUT DERE!!!<3

LOVE LOVE!!!

HEARTS DE DAY!!!<3

2007-05-18T18:46:00.001+08:00

HELLOSSS!!!
OKAY!!! ALL SJCIANS SHUD HAVE ENJOYED DE DAY, TADS COS I DID!!!
DADDY FETCHED ME TO SKOOL!!!
AS USUAL, I WAS DE EARLIEST DERE!!!
SO, AFTER A FEW MINUTES OLIVIA CAME!!!
SHE ACTUALLY MADE MY DAY!!!
I WAS LAUGHING DE HELL OUT OF MYSELF!!!
DEN CAME MEOWLY!!!
TOLD HER BOUT MY DREAM!!!
& SHE STARTED LAUGHING!!!
BUT I WASNT JOKIN!!!=]
DEN CAME AMALA & SUNITA!!!
DEN WE WERE TAKING BOUT SUM DISGUSTING STUFFS!!!
DEN CAME ALLY, SHE WAS CURSING HER MOTHER!!! AHAHA!!! FUNNY GAL!!!
DEN CAME HEMA & BRIDGET!!!
DEN WE TALKED OUR WAY UP TO DE HALL!!!
BUT OLIVIA DIDNT FOLLOW US, AS OUR DEAREST BACKSIDE MANSURAH WAS ON HER WAY & OLIVIA USUALLY WAITS FOR HER & MICKAY TO COME!!!
SOOO YUPPPSSS!!!
SO, OUR TEACHERS HAD THEIR PHOTOSHOOT 2DAY!!!
MORE DEN HAPPY!!!=D
HAHHAAH!!!
SO DE WHOLE POPULATION OF CHIJ S.J.C WATCHED DESE MOVIE CALLED AFTER SKOOL!!!
AFTER TAD, ALL DE F&N GALS WENT TO DE COMP LAB TO ROT ON OUR COURSEWORK!!!
& YEAY, RECESS CAME... WE WALKED DOWN!!!!
SICKENING...DE COMP LAB WAS IN DE 4TH FLOOR WHILE DE CANTEEN WAS IN DE 1ST!!! CLIMBING DAY!!!!
SO YUPP!!! WE CRAPPED DURING RECESS!!! AS U NOE, ALL OF US ARE CHATTERBOXES!!!
HAHAH!!!
DEN, I TRIED ON JOANNE'S COUNSELLOR COAT, DAMN HOT!!! ALMOST BURNED MYSELF!!!
IT WAS TOO TIGHT FOR ME!!! COS IM FAT!!! HAHAAH!!!
DEN OLIVIA TRIED IT ON, & REFUSED TO GIVE IT BACK TO JOANNE!!
OLIVIA IS SO DAMN FUN TO BE WID!!!
AFTER TAD, WE WENT BAQ TO DE COMP LAB TO ROT ON OUR PROJECT AGAIN!!!
HAHAHAH!!!
DEN AT 12 NOON WE WENT TO DE HALL!!!

WE WERE HAVING OUR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT LESSON!!!
CHIM??? HAHAH!!! WE WERE ALLOCATED INTO DIFF GROUPS, BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFF FOR MY CLASS!!! TADS COS WE SHARE A TIGHT BOND!!!

MY GROUP MEMBERS WERE: SHANTAL, KESIA, MANSURAH, ASHIKIN &CHERYL!!!!
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO DESE 3D FIGURE WID DE JUMPING CLAY DEY GAVE US!!!
OUR THING WAS ON GOD-FEARING!!! ITS ONE OF OUR SKOOL VALUES!!!
HAHAH!!!
SO, WE MADE A CROSS& JESUS!!!
TAD WAS PRETTY NICE!!!
SO TAD WAS DONE BY KESIA+ME+CHERYL!!!
HAHAH!!!
SO WID DE EXCESS CLAY WE ALL MADE SUM STUFFS FOR OURSELVES!!!
MANSURAH MADE DESE STAR AND A HEART ON TOP OF IT!!!
SHANTAL MADE A HEART & SOME BALLS OF CLAY IN VARIOUS COLOURS!!!
CHERYL MADE DESE STAND KINDA THING WID C<3W ON IT!!!
WAD IS W? ITS DE NAME ON DE BABY IN CHARMED!!!
THEN I MADE 3 HEARTS & OVERLAPED DEM ON ONE ANOTHER+ ALSO MADE DE LETTERS N & M FOR MANSURAH &NADDY!!!

TADS DE PICTURE OF DE HEARTS I MADE!!! NICE???
SO YUPP!!! WE PRACTICALLY HAD LOTSUF FUN!!!

AND FINALLY I GOT DE CHANCE TO TELL MY BEST FREN FOREVA HOW MUCH I MISSED HER!!! WE USED TO HAVE LOTSUF FUN!!!<3 I MISS YA LOVESSS!!! HUGSSS!!!

SO I LOVEDDD DE DAY & THKS TO ALL DOSE WHO MADE IT FUN FOR ME!!!
LOVE ALL MY CHATTERBOXES!!!

SOB SOB!!!=[

2007-05-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

OKAY!!! I NOE, I WAS M.I.A-ING!!!
YEA YEA!!!
IT WAS MOTHERS DAY!!!
& WE DIDNT HAVE FUN LIKE HOW WE USED TO!!!
MY GRAMPA'S BRO PASSED AWAY, & IT WAS MOURNING TIME!!!
SO YUPPP!!!
SOBS!!!
ERMMM YESSS!!!

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SO, FOR MOTHERS DAY I GAVE MY MOMMA HANG BAO+SILKY GIRL PERFUME+METRO NAIL POLISH!!!
YUPPPSSS!!!
ITS ALL BOUT MAKING SUMONE HAPPY!!!
COS, WE WUD NEVER NOE WHENS OUR LAST DAY ON EARTH!!!
ALL MY LIFE IVE TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE ALL DOSE ARND ME HAPPY!!!

TO BE FRANK, IVE BEEN THINKING BOUT HIM EVERYDAY!!!
I DUNNO WHY!?!?!
DE THOUGHT ITSELF MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY!!!

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I WILL NEVER ERASE HIS NAME FRM MY HEART!!!
COS NO ONE CAN REPLACE HIM!!!
<3

OKAY!!!
ALL DOSE ARND ME ARE SO WORRIED FOR ME!!!
DUNN WORRY HUMANS!!!
I WONT DIE FAST!!!
IF I DO, I WUD ALWAYS BE UR GUARDIAN ANGEL!!!
HAHAH!!! MORE OF A GUARDIAN DEVIL!!!
OKAY!!!
SOB SOB!!!
I MISS MY KARTHIK ANNA!!!
ITS A LONG TIME SINCE I SAW HIM!!!
FEEL SO BAD!!
I MISS & LOVE YA ANNA!!!<3

i love sista lovessss<3!!!

2007-05-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

SHES MY BABY PRINCESS!!!
WE GO WILD WHEN WE MEET EACH OTHER!!!

i love alll!!!!<3

2007-04-30T18:49:00.001+08:00

WHAT DOES DESE 4 LETTER WORD ACTUALLY MEANS TO YOU???
IT MEANS ALOT TO ME!!!
WHY!?!?!
TADS COS I HAVE SO MANY PPL WHO LOVE ME!!!
I LOVE EVERYONE!!!
BUT SHE, SHE IS LIKE ALL DE WORLD TO ME!!!
SHES DE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN CALM ME DOWN WHEN IM OFF MY MIND!!!
SHES DE ONLY PERSON WHO THINKS DE SAME WAY LIKE I DO!!!
SHES DE ONLY PERSON WHO MAKES ME FEEL EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE!!!
SHES DE ONLY PERSON WHO MAKES ME WONDER, "WHY DESE???"!!!
SHES MY BETTER HALF!!!
SHES MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH!!!
SHES MY MIRROR IMAGE!!!
SHES MY BANGALA (kidding baby)!!!
SHE MAKES ME FEEL GREAT!!!
SHE LOVES ME!!!
DESE LOVE, WAD IS IT IN UR DICTIONARY!!!=]
I DUNN NOE COS I CANT FIND IT IN MINE!!!
BUT I SWEAR TAD WE ARE NOT LESBIANS!!!
BUT WE ARE GREAT FRENS, BEST BUDDYS, LOVABLE SISTAS & ANNOYING HUMANS!!!
WE DO THINGS ALIKE!!!
DUNN WE SUBATHRA!!!
YESSS, TADS HER NAME!!!

MY SISTA LOVE RENITHA AKKA & SUBA'S SISTA LOVE ARE BESTYYYYSSS!!!
NOW ITS NANDHINI+SUBATHRA= NANTHRA

THANKS DEAREST SUBATHRA!!!
I LOVE I LOVE!!!<3

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT DESE HUMANS:
- SUBATHRA<3
- MY SUGAR ANNA KARTHIK<3
- DANCE QUEENS<3
- BANU PRIYAAA, MY SISTA LOVE<3
- I LOVE LOVE RATNA BFF!!!<3
- DE RETRO CHIC DURGA KA<3
- SLIM PRINCESS JES KA<3
- SASTHA CHELLAMS<3
- SANGSSS KA A.K.A NADARAJA!!!<3
- ALLLL DE SKOOL HUMANS!!!<3
- RENITHA AKKA & PINKY LOVES SHALU KA!!!<3
- RUSSS!!!<3
- ALLLL MY RELATIVESSS!!!<3
- SABRISH, DURGA & EESHWAR!!!<3
- EVERYONE I NOE!!!<3
IM SORRY IF UR NAMES NOT HERE, COS IM SUFFERING FRM AMNESIA!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!!

HAPPENIN DAE!!!

2007-04-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MTH ANIVERSARY TO NADDY AND MANSURAH!!!
LOVE U BOTH!!!<3

TODAY WAS HAPPENING!!!
MOST OF MY TEACHERS WENT FOR SUM COURSE!!!!
YIPPEEEE!!!
WE HAD LIKE SIX PEROIDS FREEE!!!
TADS LIKE 10 OUT OF 6!!!!
=]
LAZY READY LA!!!
OKAY!!!
I CONTINUE 2MORO OKAY!!!!
LOVE LOVE!!!

OUCH, IT HURTSSSS!!!!=] LAUGHS!!!!

2007-04-22T19:26:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO HUMANS!!!
OKAY!!!
TODAY IS FALLING DAY!!!
I FELL DOWN TWICE!!!
I NOE TAD MOTHER EARTH WUD HAVE CRIED HAVING TAD BIG IMPACT ON HER!!! AHAHAHA!!!
YES!!!
BANU, MUTHU, VICKY AND MASELF WENT TO DE BIG COURT UNDER MY BLOCK!!!
SOOOO, WE DECIDED TO PLAY CATCHING!!!
ITS A NEW COURT, DEY JUST BUILT IT!!!
SOOOO YA!!!
N THERS DESE HIGH STAGE KINDA THINGE, ITS HIGH UP & ALL!!!
I JUMPED DOWN FROM DE STAGE THINGE LIKE A MILLION TIMES=]
BUT, DESE TIME UHUH!!!!
SO, WHEN I JUMPED I LOST CONTROL!!!
I WAS LIKE SUM SUPER MAN!!!!
I WAS TWIRLING!!! THEN BOOOOOOM!!!
& I FELL!!! HAHAHAH!!! I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFFFFF!!!
MY LAUGHTERS KINDA CONTAGIOUS, & BANU BURST OUT LAUGHINGGG!!!
HAHAHAH!!! WAS GODDAMN FUNNY!!!
ONLY ONE LEG KENA!!!
HAHAH!!!
EVEN THOUGH DEY WERE ONLY SCRATCHES!!! THEY WERE FREAKIN PAIN!!!
HAHAHAH!!! HECK!!! HAHHAH!!!
YES YES!!!
DEN I STARTED TO TALK LIKE A SMALL KID, BANU WAS LIKE WTF!!!
HAHAH!!! I TOTALLY IRRITATED DE HELL OUT OF HER!!!
WE WERE CLOWNSSSS!!!<3
DEN SHE HELPED ME, & I WAS LIMPING LIKE SOME LOSER!!!
HAHAHAH!!! BLOOD LOSS!!!=]
DE WORSE PART WAS I HAD TO BATHE!!! I WAS AFRAID OF DE BURNING FEELIN!!!
SCARED SCARED!!!
& I SWEAR IT WAS SOOOO PAINFUL, I FELT LIKE SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT!!
BUT WAD TO DO, I ENDURED!!!
YEA!!! FEEL BETA AFT MY BATH!!!!

LOVESLOVES & ME!!! LOVE U SUBI SUGAR, TILL DE END!!!<3
[200407- DATE OF PERFORMANCE]

2007-04-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL!!! NPCC!!!<3

2007-04-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

YES YES!!! DUNN ASK ME!!! IM BACK!!!
LOOKING AT DESE PICTURE????
A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF MA WHOLE SQUAT!!!
SQUAT??? IM IN NPCC!!! HAHAHSS, YES YES!!!
WE TOOK DESE WHEN WE WERE AT DE JETTY, WAITING FOR DE BOAT TO GET TO HORRIBLE PULAU UBIN!!!
ITS A NICE PLACE, BUT ITS KINDA CREEPY AND ALL!!!
FULL OF INSECTS!!! BUT CAMPS ARE SUPERB!!!
I LOVE LOVE CAMPS!!!<3
BUT WE DIDNT GO THER FOR CAMPING KAYYSSS!!1
WE WENT THER FOR OUR 'ATF'[Adevnture Training Facilities]
YUPP!!! WE HAD TO DO ALL DE HIGH ELEMENT STUFF!!!
BUT IT WAS VERY VERY FUN!!!
MOST OF US HAD PHOEBIA OF HIGHTS!!! GREAT!!!
MEOWLISSA WAS LIKE, WILL I EVEN RETURN HOME???
SHES SO FUNNY!!!
ALL DE ELEMENTS WERE WORTH TRYING!!!
WHEN WE LEFT OUR CAMPSITE, WE KNEW DEEP DOWN IN OUR HEARTS TAD WE HAD CONQUERED OUR FEAR OF HEIGHTS!!!! LOVE TAD DAY!!!
LOVE ALL MA SQUATMATES!!!<3

HES MA BIG BRUDDER<3

2007-04-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I SAW U ONLINE KARTHIK ANNA!!!
I MISS U SOOO MUCH U NOE!!!
TADS COS U R MY BELOVED BRUDDER!!!
I WILL OWAES TREASURE YOU!!!
TADS COS, NO ONE ELSE CAN REPLACE YOU!!!
YESSSS, YOU R SUMMONE WHO CARES FOR ME, SOO GODDAMN MUCH!!!
LOVE YOU BRUDDER!!!<3

IM SICK!!! TADS BAD!!! BUT PPL ARND ME MAKE ME FEEL GREAT!!!<3

2007-04-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

HEYYSSS EVERYONE!!!
DESE BLOGSKINS BEAUTIFUL!!!
I LOVE GREEN!!! YEAYNESSS!!!
WHO DID DESE CHANGES???
IT WAS SUBATHRA, TWINNIE!!!
SLOW DAY!!!
BUT IM NOT BORED!!!
CANT WAIT TO CALL SUBATHRA!!!

ME PLUS HER= NANTHRA!!!
AND HERE IT GOES!!!

ITS UBER NICE!!!
OKAY!!! GREEN IS MY FAV COLOUR, AND PINK IS SUBA'S FAV!!!
NICE NICE!!!
SHES SO CUTE!!!
WE'VE BEEN BESTFRENS FOR AGES!!! WE WILL BE TILL DE END!!!
SHE WILL BE FLYING OFF NEXT YEAR!!!
WILL I SURVIVE!!!
I DUNN THINK SO!!!
TADS COS I TREASURE HER GOD DAMN MUCH!!!
YUPPPSSS!!!

AND MOI BEAUTIFUL DURGA AKKA DID DESE FOR HER BLOG LINKS THINGE!!!
AND ITS SUPER NICE!!!
NOT MY PICTURE...!!!BUT DE EXTRA EFFECTS IN IT IS LIKE WOWWWW!!!

NOWWW AGREEE!?!?!?!
LOVE LOVE DEAR SISTA!!!
MISSING ALL DE FUNN!!!
<3

PUTHANDU VALTHUKAL!!!<3

2007-04-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

OH CHRIST!!! DESE BLOGSKINS HORRIBLE!!!
NVM!!! LAZY TO CHANGE!!! PLS DUNN PUKE!!!
OKAY!!!
I'VE BEEN SICK FOR DE PAST FEW DAYS!!!
BUT NOTHINGS GONNA STOP ME FRM GOING TO DANCE AND ROCKING DOWN MA SKOOL!!!
FUN!!! FUN!!! FUN!!!

FINALLY PRINCESS RATNA IS UP WID A BLOG!!!
IM SOOO HAPPY ABOUT IT!!!
SHES NEVA EXPECTED ANYTHING FRM ME, OR ANYONE IN RETURN FOR DE FRENSHIP!!!
SHES SUMONE WHO HELPS WIDOUT ASKING!!!
BEAUTIFUL GALFRENS I HAVE!!!

MA WORLD SEEMS SO BRIGHT!!!

OKAY!!!
LETS TALK ABOUT DE TAMIL NEW YEAR!!!
IT WAS SO FUN!!!
YES!!! I SAW MA BELOVED BAVANI ATHAI, A.K.A "BARNEY"!!!
WE ARE VAIN RULERS!!!
SO WE WERE TAKING PICTURES OF OURSELVES NON STOP!!! WAS KINDA FUN AND ALL!!!
I SOOO LOVE YOU BARNEY!!!<3

OKAY, THEN!!! THER WAS DANCE TODAY!!!
IT WENT ON VERY WELL, BUT MALINI N SISTA WERE MISSING!!!
AND OUR BELOVED THANAS, WAS SICK!!!
NOT FUN LA!!!
ANNOYINGGG!!!
SUMONE TOTALLY PISSED ME!!!
I HATE IT WHEN PPL BLAME ME FOR SUMTHING I DIDNT DO!!!
I PROMISE!!!
BUT AT LAST I TALKED TO HER!!!
IM NOT A MEAN WOMAN!!!
SO YUPPSSS!!!

IM HAVIN SO MUCHA FUN IN LIFE!!!
SO YUPPSS!!!
JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE ALL MA BELOVED HUMANS IN SKOOL!!!
I MISS DEM SO FREAKIN MUCH!!!
AND SUBATHRA!!! I MISS YA, EVEN THOUGH I JUST SAW U TODAY!!!
OKAY!!1
LOVESSS, LOVESSS!!!

AS I PRAY!!!<3

2007-04-08T15:22:00.003+08:00

CREEPY STUFFS HAPPENIN ARND US HUMANS!!!
WHY???
ALL DESE WEIRD THINGS!!!
OKAYYY!!!
TRYING TO GUESS WAD IM UP TO RIGHT???
HEARING DE NEWS SAYING TAD 2 BOYS DROWNED IN DE PASIR RIS BEACH ON THURS MADE ME & LOTSA ODERS PRETTY SAD!!!
WHO IN DE WORLD WUD NOE WADS GONNA HAPPEN TO PREVENT SUMONE FRM DOING SUMTHING!!!
ITS SUCH A PITY TAD THEIR BODIES ARE YET TO BE FOUND!!! IT WUD BE REALLY NICE IF THEIR BODIES CUD BE FOUND &S HANDED OVER TO THEIR PARENTS IMMEDIATELY!!!
SEEMS TAD DEY BOTH R SEC 3 STUDS FRM EVSS!!!
HOW MISERABLE WUD IT BE TO LOOSE THEIR KIDS JUST LIKE TAD!!!
SO MUCHA PAIN!!!

I WUDN WANT TO LOOSE MY LOVEDD ONES JUST LIKE TAD!!!
CUS U WILL FEEL DE PAIN WHEN DE PERSON IS CLOSE TO UR HEART!!!

I PRAY FOR THEIR SOULS TO REST IN PEACE!!!
& GUIDE OVER THEIR FAMILIES!!!
FOR GOOD HEALTH & WEALTH!!!

I PRAY, DAT DESE KINDA INCIDENTS WUD NEVA HAPPEN AGAIN!!!
CUS I DUNN THINK ANYONE WUD WANT TO LOOSE THEIR LIVES JUST LIKE TAD!!!

HOPE TAD GOD KEEPS EVERYONE SAFE!!!
AND LET US TREASURE EACH OTHER!!!

& TO DE GODDESS OF DE SEAS & OCEANS-
IF U EVER GET ANGRY PLS DO NOT EAT US UP!!!
PLEASE CUZ, WE HAVE LOTS OF AMBITIONS & STUFFS TO FULFILL!!!
THANKS!!!

TO ALL MY LOVED ONESS-
I LOVE U ALL!!!<3

beloved angellssss<3

2007-04-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

I never thought that I would find
a friend so great and a friend so kind
I look up to you in every way
'cause I learn something from you every day.

Without you I don't know where I'd be
but you're still here, friends with me
you deserve so much more than I can give
but without you I wouldn't live.

You've given me more than money can buy
and for you I'd give my all and I would die
This feeling I feel gets stronger every day
hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray.

I know we have our problems every now and then
but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten
and I want you to know that I truly do care
even in fights when I say things that aren't fair.

You're an angel from God up above
and I'm thankful for your understanding love
because when you're around everything seems right
and for you, until the end, I will fight.

It doesn't matter what you do or say
because you'll be my friend anyway
I know the real you that's down deep inside
and in you, I'll always confide.

Thanks for being the friend you are
you're my best friend, an angel by far
everything in you is an inspiration to do great
and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate!

So never stop being the real and wonderful you
cause God shines through in all that you do
and whenever it seems like I'm never there
remember this: I love you and I'll always care!

my lovess burfdayy!!!<3s subaa

2007-03-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SUGARY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!
I DUNN THINK IM STRONG ENUFF TO RECOVER FRM SEPARATION BTWN USS!!!
I SOOOO MISS YA LOVESSS!!!<3
I JUST DUNN WANNA HURT YA AT ANY POINT OF TIME MY LOVE!!!
YOU R VERY SPECIAL TO ME!!!
I SOO LOVE YA SWEETS!!!
SO IVE GOT SUM LYRICS FOR YA!!!
<3

AMUTHANBATHAA, VISHEMENBATHA???
UNNAI AMUTHA VISHAMENBATHAA???

ENKAATHALAE, ENKAATHALAE ENNAI ENNA SEIYA POGIRAI???
NAAN OVIYAN ENDRU THAERINTHUM NEE EN KAN IRRANDAI KAETKIRAI!!!

KAADAHALE UN KAALADIYIL NAAN VILUNTHU VILUNTHU THOLUVAEN!!!
KANGALAI NEE MUDIKONDAL NAAN KULUNGI KULUNGI ALUVAAEN!!!
ITHU MAATRAMAA, THADUMAATRAMAA???
EN NENJILAE, PANNII MOOTAMAA??

NEE THOLIYAA, ILLAI YETHIRIYAA YENDRU THINAMUM PORAATAMAA??? -frm de en kaathale en kaathale song-

I SOOO LOVE YA MY PRINCESS SUBTHRAA!!!<3

dese is how special dey are!!!<3

2007-03-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

DEDEICATED TO SASTHA CHELLAMS, ESP KARTHIK ANNA!!!

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THEMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.
THEMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.
THEIGINDRATHU....
THEIGINDRATHU, PON MAALAI NELA, THEIYAATHATHU NAM AASAI NELA.
ITHU VAANAM POLAE VAALUM PAASAM!!!
THENMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.

(first part: to all my annas & akkas, esp karthik anna)
NAMMAI POLA NENJAM KONDA ANNAN THANGAI YAARUM ILLAI!!!THANAI POLA YENNAI YENNUM, NEEYUM NAANUM SASTHA PILLAI!!!
ANNAN UNTHAM ULLAM THAANAE, THANGAI ENDRUM VAALUM YELLAI!!!
ONDRAI KAANUM VAANAM ENDRUM, RENDAI MAARA NEYAAYAM ILLAI!!!
KANODUTHAAN, UN VANAM.
NENJODUTHAAN, UN YENAM.
MUNAERU NEE MENMAELUM, EN ASAIGAL KAIKOODUM!!!
INTHA NAESAM PAASAM NAALUM VAALGA!!!

(second part: to [durga ka&vadi anna], [jes ka&dev anna] & [sangs ka&suri anna])
NENJIL UNNAI NAALUM VAITHU KONJUM VANA THOGAI ONDRU.
MANJAL MAALAI MELAM YAAVUM, KANNIL KAANUM KAALAM UNDU!!!
POOVAI CHUDI POTTUM VAIKA MAAMAN UNDU MAANAE MAANAE.
ULLAM THANAI KOLAI KONDA KALVAN INGU NEEYAE NEEYAE!!!
UNNODUTHAAN YEN JEEVAN.
ONDRAAKINAAN NAM THAEVAN.
NEETHANAMA YEN THAARAM, MAARATHAMMA YEN NAALUM!!!
INTHA NAESAM PAASAM NAALUM VAALGA!!!

THEMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.
THEMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.
THEIGINDRATHU, PON MAALAI NELA, THEIYAATHATHU NAM AASAI NELA.
THEIGINDRATHU, PON MAALAI NELA, THEIYAATHATHU NAM AASAI NELA.
ITHU VAANAM POLAE VAALUM PAASAM!!!
THEMATHURAI VAIGAINATHI, THINAM PAADUM TAMIL PAATU.

myyyyy FAMILIESSS!!!

2007-03-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

MOST PPL ONLY HAVE A FAMILY!!!
BUT I HAVE 3 FAMILIESSS!!! (SUMPA)
IM SUPER LUCKY AITE!!!

MY FIRST FAMILY, IS DE FAMILY I WAS BORN IN!!
TAD EVERYONE NOESS AITE???

NOW MY SECOND FAMILY!!!
WE'RE CALLED DE SASTHA CHELLAMS!!!
COOL HUH!!! IVE MANY BRUDDERS N SISTAS DERE!!!
SUPER NICE PPL, WHO JUST TOUCH MY HEART!!!
WE R A WHOLE LOT OF NOISE MAKERS!!!
SERIOUSSLY!!! I SOOOO LOVE DEMMMMM!!!<3

TADS A BIG FAMILY ISNT IT!!!
AND I HAVE BEAUTIFUL SISTAS WHO TOTALLY NOE ME INSIDE OUTTT!!!

AND I HAVE DESE SPECIAL SOME ONE CALLED KARTHIK!!!
HES MY SO CALLED BRUDDER!!!
IM SO HAPPY TAD I GOT TO NOE HIM!!!
AND I SO LOVE HIM!!!<3

OKAYSSS TADS ABT MY 2ND FAMILYYYY!!!
NOW DE THIRD ONE!!!
OKAYYY, I LEARN CLASSICAL DANCE IN PONGGOL CC!!!
I REALLY ENJOY, TADS COZZZ I HAVE BEAUTIFUL SISTASSS DERE!!! SUPER FUN!!!
LOADS OF LOVE N SPASM!!!
SERIOUSSS!!!

AND WE HAVE DESE TIGHT BOND!!!
I SOOO LOVE DEM!!!WE DO THINGS TAD U CANT IMAGINE OFFFF!!!

I SO LOVE MY LIFE BECAUSE OF DESE PPL IN MY LIFE!!!
THREE QUARTER OF MY LIFE IS PERFECT!!!
TO MAKE IT FULLY PERFECT, ANOTHER GRP OFF PPL CALLED FRENS JOIN IN!!!
SO YUPPPS!!!
IM SUPER HAPPY WID LIFE!!!
AND I LOVEEEESSS ALL DOSE ARND ME!!!
NO MATTER WAD!!!

ITS ALL ABT FUN AND USSSSS!!!<3

2007-03-24T19:14:00.001+08:00

AS U SEE!!!
SISTERHOOD!!!
ITS A NEVA ENDING BOND!!!
WE BOTH TOOK DESE IN DE BEACH!!!
IM VAIN, SHES NOT!!!
WE HAD A FUN DAY IN DE BEACH!!!
WE CYCLED 2GETHER!!!
WE PLACED OUR FOOTPRINTS EVERYWHER!!!
GOT PUSHED INTO DE WATER!!
THKS TO SENTHA ATHAI, SHE CALLED US TO PLAY "DOG AND BONE"!!!
BUT IT ENEDED UP AS RAMANATHAN UNCLE, SENTHAI ATHAI, AND ODERS PUSHING US IN!!! AND HALO, WE DIDNT BRING SPARE CLOTHESS!!!
THANKS ARR!!!
THEN THER WAS SABRISH PLAYYING FOOTBALL!!! CUTESSS!!!

IVE SUCHA BIG FAMILY!!!
SOOOO LOVE DEM!!!
ENDED UP WID SAND ALL OVER ME N BANUU!!!
WE WERE IN DEEP SHIT!!!
MY DAD WAS BURNING!!!
HAHAHAH!!! OUR FAULT!!!
AHAHAHHA!!! WE WENT TO DRY OUR CLOTHES!!!
AND THER CAME DURGA, EESHWAR LOVESS AND ODER KIDS COMPLAININ ABT T2(tads my cuz's nick, actual name is janesh)!!!
AND T2 WAS SCARED OF DE WATER!!!
SO MY LOVABLE KIDS + BANU + MYSELFF DECIDED TO PUSH HIM INTO DE WATER!!!
AHAHAH!!! VILLANS ARRR!!!
SO SINCE I CUD SWIM WELL DEY ASKED ME TO BRING HIM DEEP DOWN!!!
PITY HIM!!! HE WAS CRYING LIKE NOBODYSSS BUSINNESS!!!
AHHAHAH!!!
THEN HE WAS LIKE SORRY & ALL LA!!!
SO I BROUGHT HIM BACK TO SHORE!!!
BUT HE STARTED HIS MISCHIEF!!!!
WAD TO DO!!! KIDS ARE LIKE TAD!!!
BUT NEVA WAS BANU N MYSELF LIKE TAD!!!
SOOO LOVE HER LA!!!
SHES A GIFT OF JOYYYY!!!

WE GOSSIP!!!
WE SING!!!
WE WATCH "PRIMEVAL AND SCREAM!!!=]
WE DO THINGS TAD NO ONE WUD IMAGINE US TRYINGGG AT ALLLL!!!

I LOVE YA MY LIL PRINCESS, NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS OKAYYYY!!!

I LOVE MY RATNA LOVESSS!!!<3

2007-03-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

HEYYYSSS!!!
NANDYYYYSSSS IS BACK!!!
OKAYYSSS!!!
SHES HAVIN DE SPASM IN DE HAND THINGEEE!!!
HAHAH!!! LAMESSS!!!!

SHLD I CONSIDER MASELF LUCKY OR SUMTHINGGG???
I GET EVERYTHING I WANT!!!
I DUNNN HAVE BACKSTABBERSSS CALLIN DEMSELVES MA FRENS!!!
I NEVA HAD DE TYM TO WONDER DE SKY IS SO HIGH N ALLL!!!
PPL ARE SUPER NICE TO ME & ALL LA!!!

WADS HAPPENING!!!
I SERIOUSLY WANNA THK GOD!!!
PLEASSSEEEE!!!
IVE NEVA ENJOYED LIFE LYK DESEEE!!!
ITS LIKE DE HAPPINESS IS A NEVA-ENDIN ONE ARRRR!!!!

I JUST CANT IMAGINE DESE!!!
ITS RATNA, SHES MAKIN ME GO WILD!!!
LOADS OF PPL TOLD ME, " U BESTYSSS ARE IN DE DIFF CLASSES, I DOUBT DESE FRENSHIP WILL LAST???"
WE SO PROVED EVERYONE WRONGGG!!!
I SO LOVE HER!!!
I NOE TAD SHE IS DOING DE RIGHT THINGGE FOR ME & ALL!!!
I FEEL SO PROUD OF HERRR!!!
I JUST CANT EXPLAIN!!!
LODAS OF PPL CAME N DISAPPEAREDDD IN MA LIFE,
BUT I GUESSS SHE WAS THE FIRST FEWW TO PLACE HER PRINTSS DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART!!!
SHES A PERSON WHO TOTALLY IMPRESSES ME!!!
I JUST WANNA LET HER NOE TAD I LOVE HER SO MUCHIE!!!

GETTING ALL EMO NANDYYYSSS!!!<3

STARTER!!!<3

2007-03-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

ALOHAHAAA!!!!
FINALLY IM UP WID A BLOGGG!!!
SO YUPPSS!!!
TAGG ME WHEN U R FREEE KAYYSS!!!
LOVESSS

FRENZ

2007-03-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.